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A PERSON SHOULD NOT BE ABLE TO HOLD SO MUCH POWER OVER ME. I SHOULDN'T BE ABLE TO LOOK AT A PERSON AND BE SAD THAT I WASN'T IN THE SAME GENERATION AS THEM. THAT I COULD HAVE MET THEM ONCE IN MY TIME GOD DAMN IT.

I SHOULDN'T FEEL LIKE THIS HNNNNGGGGG

I have so many feelings about people who are famous and I take a considerable amount of my feelings and shove them to that person. Although, they'll never know about these feelings that I heavily hold in my arms. I'm just not okay right now man.

It may be almost 4 AM, but I seriously feel this way. About anyone. No one should be able to make me feel this way and never know??? I'm just sitting intensely in the corner on my bed. This isn't good smh.

I don't know if y'all understand how I feel or if y'all will ever understand, but it feels so awful and I really just want to sleep and have a good dream or something. But if I have a good dream, I'll never want to wake from it. This is a real problem I'm having, and it may be due to my terrible sleeping schedule, but who cares.

Man, how dare God shape me and my personality like this smhhh how dare you

You know, I have a lot of doubts and insecurities about life. This is really disappointing and sad and depressing. I say 'and' a lot whyy UGH.

Thanks for acknowledging my emotions this fine emotional morning everyone. I thank you for reading this if you had time, and me killing off every brain cell you have. I'm sure the last two are still there though. They must be working hard for you.

I'll see y'all tomorrow, next week, I don't know. I love you guys.

~Tristen 👑

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