Random Rants

I Have A Crush

Wow Tristan, it's only the first month into school and you already have a crush! What a loser.

So, yeah. I have a crush on this one guy. He's real cute, kinda of a dick personality (psh I can change that), got curly ass hair like no tomorrow, kind of an idiot, etc. I can't explain how much this guy means to me. Let's call him Paul.

So during gym we were playing this whack ass game called can jam or something, and I apparently can't throw a frisbee for shit. It's awful, but I got it. We rotated people a few times, and the first time we rotated I was up, and the guy at the other end (let's call him Justin) was throwing the frisbee. Being the dumbass I am, I try to smack it into the bucket, and I miss, and hurt my wrist. It hurt so much oh my GOD. I'm like holding my wrist and Paul is all like "Dude, you suck!" to Justin, and he's saying "But she's the one who didn't smack it in!" (You know, something like that haha)

He responded with "C'mon man, you hurt the girl! You hurt her!" And they're like shouting to each other from like 10 feet away or something. I'm in the corner holding onto my wrist, trying to get to the frisbee that flew away from me while feeling these ultimate butterflies in my stomach.

Later in the game when we switched people again or something, we had this kids named (fake names!) Ryan and Michael. I threw the frisbee while Michael was at the end, and oh my God it was the best throw I ever made in gym class. Paul literally complimented me and I was like 'iS SOMETHING HAPPENING WHAT IS THIS???? LOVE CAN'T BE REAL RIGHT' and obviously since it's just a crush it's like "Oh it'll go away he's like real nice to you Trastin" yeah I know let me dream god damn it.

And he like almost fell asleep in Math class and I tapped him on the shoulder saying "H-hey uh, you should put some work down o r something," and he was told me "But I don't feel like it" like same dude but we gotta, so I told him "At least write down the answers..." and thank lord Jesus he didn't get in trouble like thanks babe I don't want you in trouble with any of the teachers, get more sleep bby.

Then later as I was looking through my mathbook, I muttered to myself "Where's that damn page..." and he asked me "What's wrong?" LIKE THANKS I DIDN'T NEED MY HEART ANYWAY BOOM BOOM EXPLODO AMIRIGHT so I just told him with my utter dumbassery, I said "O-oh I'm- I'm just look-looking for a reference page" and he said "Oh okay" and went back to his business OKAY HONEY THANKS FOR WORRYING ABOUT ME I LOVE YOU TOO

Honestly I feel like -xdelinqvntx- like okay what's a life when you have a mans that you're obsessing over???

Honestly, best day if my life. Love school, love guys and gals and non binary pals.

See y'all next time I update!
~Tris