Sadness Day

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Today my teacher made a suggestion for today to be Robot Talking Day, but now it's sad day. Here are my Reasons:
- My Grandfather died today
- This is my first personal death (BTW)
- A lot of my friends weren't at school today
- My dog won't stop panting
- I miss 4elephantofoz
- My brother is crying (He just heard the news)
- My music teacher will be gone on Friday and I don't know who the sub is
- On Friday I'm leaving for New York go to his funeral
- I'm missing a lot of work and notes If I do that.
- I just heard a gunshot
- The war with Syria
- My tablet with live chat is lost (I'm using my brother's)
-  I'm not getting enough sleep or enough to eat
- I'm tired
- I don't understand what my family is doing
- I don't know what to say or do. I'm confused and upset.
-, My face feels really weird. I want to cry, but can't.
- My other grandfather is getting a lung operation
- A old friend of mine and her just got out of the hospital and are really, really sick
So .... Yeah. I'm kinda messed up today and if you see changes in me, this is why. But Here are some videos about this.

Yeah. I've been watching funny videos and I'm doing better but I've never experienced this before. I need help. And I have to tell each and every one of my friends here on wattpad, Cheerfulcomet,Yofavv_kaiii,buddybwllabubbles,Princessserebour2003,JaydinFarro,breadandpizza21,CalMeRaven,lindzee174536,perfectminer,DubstepQueen27,Fluffykitten909, I care, miss, and love you guys. I've been worried that I've been mentioning RavenClaw_K too much, plus not mentioning everyone (especially Cheerfulcomet) too less. I guess all I can ask is please give me advice and support. I need to talk to you guys and I enjoy your company. You guys make me happy. To know,I have such great friends, To know that I belong, To know that I have someone to be there for, To know that I'm not alone, That feeling is impossible to describe. You all are important, special, amazing, creative, and extraordinary to me. Never forget that. I don't try to avoid people, but I don't always have the time to say hello. I won't forget any of you. I don't know how I'm supposed to act! I don't know how I feel! I'm trying to be my version of normal, but clearly that's not working. So in my tradition of emoji named pages,I will put sad emojis.
😢😥😦😧😩😞😖😔😫😿🙀. That's all for now. Bye.😿

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