A lot of you dislike me always being an optimist. I like being a sarcastic one too, but I try to be a decent person which can be very hard these days. Now, I'm not saying everyone is bad, but some people are. I show my hate sometimes, but that's only in my books and for causes/humor that I feel is necessary or funny. There are books I hate on wattpad but I don't say that, because I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings or seem like an annoying Critic. I was bullied a lot when I was younger and my "friends" were the other kids that no one liked. Which was normally 1 person and I didn't like them either and tried to avoid them because I was picked on more just for being with them and they hated me in turn. People weren't afraid to tell me that they hated me, they would... Often. Even my parents did once. Growing up, I was taught to always be nice and not to fight back. I have a lot of virtues and morals from that, and I still live by them. Once I was mad at a girl because she kept disrupting the class, I told her to "give other people the satisfaction of completing their work by being quiet", and she yelled at me "WELL YOU HAVE A BAD ATTITUDE TODAY!". At the end of class I told her that disorderly classrooms bother me and asked for there not to be a grudge between us, she turned away and started yelling profanity at her "friends" behind us. I walked away. I want to be nice here, But I don't know if there's any way to sugarcoat this, (*Wonka vision on!) There's no way to, but Not everyone can get internet famous. Not everyone gets a lot of votes or followers. I will always support my friends and read their stories. Plus voting on every page,commenting when necessary. I'm following and doing all this to be supportive. My brother has emotional problems and takes small things too far. He's crying often just because of one little thing. He is a little spoiled and a very sore loser, but his pain leaves mental scars on himself. I don't know if anyone on here has those problems. I can't read minds! No matter how much I want to, so that I can know how people really feel and avoid doing something that they don't like. While some people try to have no feelings everyone does. You can ruin lives, save lives, and positively and negatively effect lives with just one word, one phrase, one reference, one swear, one sentence, one action. That's all it takes. People have committed suicide over words. I try to be a good person. People ask me why I'm so nice and why do I do all this..
I am a firm believer that you should be allowed to support and believe in whatever you want (as long as it's not inhumanly horrific). I don't try to make anyone believe against their will. I get judged, but that's OK. I know not everyone is going to be like me and I'm fine with that we are all different. But I show support because I care. Would you rather have no one or a friend who constantly does it because no one else will? I can stop. I just feel like I have to as loyalty to my friends. I hate giving criticism, except for grammatical errors, but even if it's instructive I don't want to be the boss of their story. I write more than read, I sing more than listen to songs. Standards have gone up when it comes to judgement. I try to be the best me I can be, no matter what. I can like and dislike things. If no one is supporting someone, then I try to be the one who supports them, unless they're into something bad. I try to help. But I guess I am textually abusing you all. I'll stop. I'm sorry. I just try to help,but in these days no one really wants help. People might seem like they have no feelings, but everyone does. I just love pointing out references and things, but I really have gone too far. In my mind Criticisim is wrong. I was always taught that. I'll try to be better at this. But I was also always taught it's polite to always respond. I didn't mean to do this. I had a good intent, But it's gotten out of control.
I'm sorry for the people I textually abused:
buddybwllabubbles
DubstepQueen27
lindzee174536
Fluffykitten909
Official_kai
RavenClaw_K
Cheerfulcomet
Sincerely,
Ari_Ravenclaw
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