UNKNOWN // BNIOR {COMPLETE}

Dreams

YOUNGJAE POV

Its been a few weeks since Jinyoung woke up, hes been living in my house since its pretty big and his mom has been working alot lately. Hongbin and N also live here, since my house has 5 rooms, they rent a room together.

Jinyoung: Okay so...im ready to learn abit more about my life

He smiles as we all sit at the table to eat.

Hongbin: Damn, youve really loved learning alot about you

Jinyoung: I mean..i do want to know what happened...who the hell was i during those years ya know?

Me: Just telling you that youre gay was shooking to you

Jinyoung: I dont believe it though...i dont seem to be attracted to boy's.

Me: well you were, anyway, lets see...You loved reading books alot. You always wanted to have something to read although i never really saw you read, but when we were young youd always talk about a different book all the time.

Jinyoung: hmm..theres something im a little more intrested in to knowing today.

N: Just take it easy on Youngjae, Im sure its not that easy for him to have to explain almost ten years of your life to you.

Jinyoung: i know, but him being my best friend Im sure he would know if i ever even dated anyone these last nine years.

The question i have been trying to avoid, the question i dont want to answer. Sure i can simply tell hik "no you havent" but i hate lying to him, and one thing i know Jinyoung hates more than anything are liars.

JINYOUNG POV

I wanted to ask that question for quite while. Ive been having dreams, me going somewhere to meet up with someone. However, i never see the person who i wae supposed to be meeting.

Me: look its ok if you dont want to answer because i had a bad love experience or something.

Youngjae: ill speak to you about it another day ok?

N: Why not now?

Hongbin: Cha Hak-yeon!

So thats his real name? N turns to look at Hongbin.

N: My name is N babe damn...

He gets up and goes to his room.

Youngjae: Dont worry Jinyoung...ill tell you about your love life later...just when you start remebering more

He smiles and walks away too.

Hongbin: Jinyoung... Ive been wanting to tell you that N and I will soon move to Busan... I dont know of we told you but we had been visiting Busan because we found a job there. We plan on telling Youngjae and see if you two can move move with us too.

Me: Ohh what did you guys get a job as?

Hongbin: As models

Me: Damn, ok ok my sons

Hongbin: Thanks, ah maybe even you could try to join in! Trust me that i believe you got the looks and the body to be a model.

Me: Dont let N hear you say that

We both laugh and he just shakes his head.

Hongbin: Nah, the jealous one here is me i get jealous alot because well...alot of bitches just wanna take N from me and i dont want that...im scared that he'll find someone better

Me: Hongbin, i know i haven't known you guys for a long time but, believe me when i say N loves you. Ive seen the way he looks at you, how when youre just simply talking he looks at you and gets lost in your beauty. The way he talks to you is so soft and as if not trying to hurt your ears or anything.

I chuckle a bit as he blushes.

Me: I wish i had someone whod look at me like that and care for me like that. You should be happy to have someone like that, and that someone for you is N.

He smiles and sighs.

Hongbin: Thanks Jinyoung...by the way if theres anything i can do to help you with your memory...tell me!

We continue talking for a while until finally we both say goodnight and head to our rooms. As i lay on my bed theres only one thing on my mind....who is the person of my dreams?

(Jinyoungs Dream that night, you might recognize it 😊)

??: Why do you do this to me? You drive me crazy

He said as he pinned me against the wall, i quickly smelled the scent of beer from his mouth. Of course, hes drunk, if not he wouldnt be doing this.

Me: stop...youre drunk

??: i cant stop baby boy

He kisses my neck as he pushes against me, how can i lie? I dont want this to stop. Just a while back i was worried about him not wanting to see me and now...hes doing this.

I let a small moan escape from my mouth.

??: Hmm...music to my ears

He lifts my shirt and takes it off, i dont want this but i want it so bad. Once i feel his lips on mine, i cant hold back anymore.

Me: Take me...please

??: as you wish babe

I wake up with a gasp, siting up looking around....What the fuck just..what was that dream? Was a dating a guy? Am i really gay? What the hell just happened? I try to remeber every detail of his face, his beautiful hair, flawless face, eyes that i could get lost in in just a second...but the deatil that stood out more to me. The two moles on his left eye.

AN: HEY! I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER!! AND DONT WORRY -JAEBUM POV- WILL START APPEARING SOON! PLEASE COMMENT, ID LOVE TO KNOW YOUR OPINION ON THE CHAPTER!! THANKS FOR READING 😊❤