Mrs. Darcy.

Chapter 4.

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The next morning I woke up being sick. I cried for at least an hour last night and Brandon didn't came in our room the entire night. At first I was relieved as I was in no condition to look at but then after an hour or two. I waited for him but he didn't came and somewhere in between of waiting and feeling sad, I slept. As I sat up I felt my body sore and weak, eyes dry and brain dizzy due to lack of sleep. I wobbled towards the bathroom and the first thing I did was splash water on my face and then I took a nice shower. After it I felt a lot better and fresh, though still weak. I got dressed into a cute sundress and went down. Not caring to ask anyone for breakfast. I went into the kitchen and made myself a nice sandwich. As I walked out I saw Anna sitting on the sofa watching tv. Just as I entered she looked at me but I wasn't ready for any kind of hatred this morning so I looked away and walked out of the house,

I started my car and drove it to stacey's house, the place i could find peace right now.

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"do you think I should use more blue for the nursery?." she asked and literally if she used anymore blue, I would never step into this room again. She read my expression and without waiting for my answers she decided to use a little more white now. we both decorated the bedroom today and decided the walls for the nursery. Then we unpacked some of her clothes and hung then in her closet. Her main rooms were almost done, the bedroom was done, drawing room done, kitchen done, nursery almost done. Now all we had to do was decorate her guest rooms and final touches here and there. As we hung the last dress, we both sighed, it was such a relief, my back was literally hurting right now. I sat on her bed and she followed, "I am so tired." She said and laid on the bed with her stomach sticking out. She looked funny but I didn't laugh, just smiled.

"do you wanna get dinner before going home?." She asked and I agreed, after eating dinner with her I went home, I didn't wanted to but I had to.

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I entered the house to find Anna sitting in the lounge, glaring at me as soon as I entered. I ignored her glares and started making my way towards the stairs,

"where were you?." She asked and all I wanted to say was, mind your own fucking business but I kept my mouth shut. Just how I was taught since I was a baby.

"at Stacey's place." I replied and tried walking but she stopped me.

"what were you doing there?." She asked and stood up, I tried calming myself.

"helping her decorate her house." I replied and this time she walked towards me, looking at me with pure hatred.

"you should care about your house first. Your husband didn't came home last night and is still not back, you should care about him first and then about your girlfriends." She said and all I could do was stand there and see her speak. it was her fault not mine.

"I said nothing to offend him to the extent of leaving home in any way. So maybe you should care about him this time." I replied and I was shocked myself. I never talked back, it wasn't in me. How did I said something like that,

"you heard us didn't you?." She asked and her voice raised.

"well if you will scream like that then neighbours will too one day." I said and that triggered her anger more,

"it's good that you already know my intentions towards you." She said through gritted teeth,

"yes it's very nice to know how much you hate me, but mark my words I won't let you win Anna, I am done with all the sweet and innocent girl!." I said and I could feel tears forming in my eye with every word, "I will no more be the sweet little obedient wife anymore, you want to be mean to me? Snatch the only thing I have in my life right?." I asked and this time she took a step back from me because I was not only spitting venom right now. I was crying as well, tears were flowing out of my eyes, "well I'll show you how to be mean now!." I said and walked past her, I stopped when I stepped my foot on the stair and turned around, "and yes, your son will be home before 8, you know, can't stay away from her wife for to long." I said and walked up to my room, I closed the door behind and fall onto my knees, this wasn't me, but the sweet little girl wasn't me either, I was tired of playing that role. I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't tell my self that every thing is fine anymore. So I decided against it, I decided to be what I have to be!.

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After getting a hold of myself I walked into the bathroom and took shower. Then got dressed in a nightdress and just when I walked out of the bathroom, the door to the bedroom opened. I didn't bother acknowledging him and continued getting ready for bed. I heard the bathroom door close and I sighed, I moisturised my legs and arms then brushed my hair and took out a dress for tomorrow. After I came out of the closet. I saw Brandon standing near the single sofa, wearing his pyjama pants only and was towel drying his hair. I couldn't help but stare at his back, the way his muscles flexed as he moved his hand up and down, hos body was quite nice and attractive I must say but then I remembered I don't have to drool over him so I shut my mouth and took my phone and set an alarm for the morning, just as I was putting my phone down. I felt Brandon's arms around me and his head in my neck,

"Brandon!.." I gasped. he hummed and sniffed my neck. At first I couldn't find words to speak but then words from yesterday came into my mind and I pulled free out of his grip, "Brandon dont!." I said and sat on the bed,

"Brandon don't what?." He asked in a serious tone, and I glared at him,

"don't touch me!." I said and walked towards the balcony to get some fresh air, but before I could, he took hold of my arm and forced me to face him,

"I am your husband Elizabeth!." He yelled at me and this brought tears to my eyes. I didn't wanted to cry in front of him or in front of any body else.

"and yet this is the first time you have called me by my name." I cried and for a minute he stared into my eyes. I could see something in them but couldn't point it. He slowly released my arm and I gladly pulled it back and walked out of the room.

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