TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️
SELF HARM! IF YOU THINK THIS WILL TRIGGER YOU PLEASE DONT READ! And if any of you need to talk my dm's are always open! You don't have to go through this alone ❤
You look in the mirror disgusted at yourself. How could someone like Alex love you! You don't deserve him! You go into your bathroom and pull out a razor blade that you keep underneath your sink. You start to cut your wrist when you hear a knock on your bathroom door. Your parents are away for the weekend and the only person that comes to your house is Alex. You quickly get a towel and hold it over your wrist. You open the door and sure enough it was Alex. "What are you doing here?" You ask trying your best to make it sound like you weren't crying. "You were suppose to meet me at Monets an hour ago... so I can by to check on you." He says noticing your mascara running from your face. "Oh I'm sorry Alex I totally forgot!" You say. "Why are you crying?" Alex asks coming closer to you but you back away. "I'm fine Alex! Look can you come back later? I'm kinda busy." You say trying to shut the bathroom door. Alex pushes the door open stepping fully into the bathroom only to notice what you were keeping from him. He's eyes filled with tears. "Y/N why would you do this?" You just looked at him unable to speak. "Why would you do this to yourself?" He asks again. "Because Alex! I'm not good enough.. I'm never good enough.. I don't know why you are here with me when you could be out there with another girl that's prettier, smarter, funnier, and could give you what you deserve but your stuck with me... just a worthless and broken girl!" You scream at him and he pulls you into a hug. He kisses your forehead and looks down at your wrist. "Nobody could ever replace you.. I don't want another girl bc your all I need.. y/n please don't ever do this to yourself again. I love you more than anything and it kills me to see you like this. I already lost Hannah I can't lose you too!" He says m still holding you in his arms. "I'm sorry Alex." You said crying. "Promise me you won't do this again!" He says looking at your wrist.
"I promise." You said as you cried into his chest.
