Do You Miss Me? (Gerard Way x Reader)

We Have Battles In The Dark When She Falls Asleep

Run.
I feel my legs flail slightly and I open my eyes, not flinching the slightest at the intense light above me.
 I look around at the bland room I find myself in. Various beeps come from the monitors behind me, some chairs and a small TV are in the room.
I feel my heart beat out of my chest, threatening to explode.
It is in the corner, standing by the door.
It stares at me, slowly walking towards me.
I hear loud repetitive beeping and shrink back against the hospital bed, pulling my knees to my chest.
Nurses fly into my room, trying to calm me down.
I stare straight at It.
I can't look away, can't focus on anything else. Whenever It is around, I can't pull myself away as It pulls me into a captivating darkness, not letting me escape.
A look of fear flows through It's eyes, and I suddenly hear the door open.
I'm pulled out of my trance and look at Gerard.
I look back to where It was standing moments ago, to see nothing.
Gone.
I place my attention back on Gerard as he comes over to the side of my bed, quietly sitting down on a chair and looking at me.
"Hey." He says, offering me a sad smile.
I wave, and look down at the thin blanket covering me.
I rub my fingers against the soft material, examining it.
It's an off white color, with specks of brown going through it. Tiny pieces of material stick out in random places.
Probably from use is my guess.
"It's heated, ya know?" I give him a perplexed look. He takes a remote attached to the blanket and holds it up so I can see.
"See? This button," he points to a red one with a flame on it, "makes it hotter." He points to a light blue button with a snowflake. "This makes it colder, and the green one turns it on and off." He explains and hands it to me.
I grasp it and firmly press a button.
I feel the blanket warm up and smile brightly, looking at Gerard.
"Remember when you said you knew me? Maybe not in those exact words but-"
"You're Gerard Way." My throat feels dry and raw. I don't know how long I've been out but it feels like a few days.
Gerard is taken back from my sudden words and stares for a moment before saying something.
"I'm guessin you know Frank, Mikey, and Ray then?" He questions. His eyes sparkle and his lips curve up when he mentions his bandmates.
He's adorable.
I lightly chuckle, "Yeah, I've listened to you guys for a while. Was actually supposed to go to a concert but..." I look across the room, staring at the wall.
It was only a few days ago I was going to see them.
But then.... you can say stuff happened.
"Oh! What show are you going to?" His eyes grow big and he smiles. his eyes crinkling at the sides.
"I missed my show... I guess you can say stuff came up." I look down in shame.

~FLASHBACK~
I sit in my bathtub. My Chem tee and black skinny jeans.
My concert was in three hours.
Sad I'll never attend. 
I feel my jeans beginning to uncomfortably stick to my legs.
I try to life my leg but the water makes everything heavy.
I look at the bottle of pills sitting at the edge of my tub.
It comes into my view, bending down so they are eye level.
"Do it." they say in their sinister dark voice.
Their shadowy hand takes the bottle and places it in my shaking fingers.
I slowly open it and take a handful of pills, staring at It.
"No." I say, lowering my hand.
"Do it!" It shouts.
"NO!" I yell and throw the pills at It, getting up from my tub and running out of the house.
I find myself at an abandoned park.
I sit down on a swing and slowly move back and forth.
Back and forth.
Back
and forth.
~FLASHBACK END~
"Hey, hey y/n are you okay?" Gerard places a hand on my shaking shoulder.
I look at him and slowly shake my head as he pulls me into a warm embrace.
"I'm sorry." I say as his touch slowly brings me out of my darkness, into a much needed light.