Do You Miss Me? (Gerard Way x Reader)

Do You Miss Me?

Neither are you.
What does that mean?
I look back at Gerard, and he smiles widely, showing me his perfect tiny teeth.
He giggles and presses a kiss into my cheek.
"Wh- what do you mean?" I stutter.
What the fuck is going on?
"You are real, in the real world, but you," he pokes my cheek, "are not real. Not in this place at least." He grabs my hand.
Pain shoots my skull and I bend down, sitting on the shower floor.
Gerard kneels as well, sitting cross legged and pulling me into an embrace.
I lay my head down on his chest and look up into his soft green eyes.
"Do you miss me?" he smiles down at me, but I feel tears fall onto my face.
"Of course, I miss you." I caress his cheek.
"Good, cause I miss you too." He kisses my nose and pain strikes my head again.
"Oh god." I cradle my head in my hands and rock back and forth. "What is happening to me?" I look at Gerard, and he smiles.
He looks so happy.
"You're waking up."
Pain strikes my head once again.
"Your dreams were not dreams. They were the real world, it was what you were hearing." He takes my hand in his once again, "I'm not dead, Y/N."
"I'm so confused..." I look into his eyes again, and feel tears fall from my own.
The pain is so unbearable.

"Do you miss me?" Gerard stands up.
I close my eyes, and am met with a blinding light.

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Beeps.
All I hear is beeps and a faint ringing in my ear.
I only see a light, nothing else.
"F-FRANK!" I hear someone say. "SHE'S WAKING UP OH MY GOD!" I feel someones fingers intertwine with mine and I smile softly.

The light vanishes and I stare up at a tiled ceiling.
A.... hospital ceiling?
"Y/N?" I look over and see Gerard sitting in a chair, a table beside him.

With flowers on it, and no roses.
Holy fuck.

"G-Gee?" He jumps up from his seat, throwing his arms around me.
"Ow, geez." I laugh, placing a hand on my pounding head.
"I'm sorry." he giggles, kissing my lips.
How I have missed his lips.
"Did you miss me?" I ask him, laughing slightly, "cause I missed you."
"Of course I did!" He throws his arms around me again, bringing my head up to his chest and resting it there.
Frank comes in the room and I hear him gasp.
"Y-You're awake?" He comes over and grabs one of my hands.
"Can someone please explain to me what the fuck is going on?" I question, my eyes darting from Gerard to Frank.
"When they brought you to the hospital, you first passed out from blood loss, then decided it might be better to induce a coma." Gerard scratches the back of his neck. "They were worried you'd try something again." He looks down, a frown on his face.
Frank laughs, "God, you should have seen him Y/N! He was screaming at them, went absolutely crazy." His face turns serious, "He really cares about you, Y/N." he smiles again, hugging me.
"So, I was in a coma?" I scratch my head.
Why can't I remember anything then?
"Yep, for about three weeks. It was only supposed to be for one, and then they said your body took it differently..." a few tears fall down Gerard's face, "they told us you may never wake up. I almost punched them, if you didn't wake up I don't know what I would have done." He kisses my cheek, and looks into my eyes.
"I'll leave you too alone." Frank says, leaving the room.
As soon as we hear the door close, Gerard pulls me into a passionate kiss.
"God, I've missed you." He takes my face in both of his hands, "I'm so sorry, Y/N. I should have been there for you, I should-" I press my index finger against his lips, smiling at him.
"It's okay, Gerard, you didn't do anything. I should be saying sorry." I look down at the last sentence, and feel Gerard pull me closer to him, snaking his arms around my waist.
"I love you, Y/N."
"I love you too, Gee."
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As I'm falling asleep in Gerard's arms, I look at the flowers, and notice a note attached to the vase.

Do you miss me?
Cause I miss you?
-Gee <3

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PLEASE READ:

Do you hate me.

I hate me.
ONCE AGAIN THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FUCKING AMAZING.
and i screwed it up oops.
this kinda sucked im so sorry.

DO YOU MISS ME
CAUSE I MISS YOU
DO YOU MISS ME
CAUSE I MISS YOU ASOOOOOOOOO

I really like Action Cat.
I used to kinda not really pay attention to it..
but then I was skating with my friends, and for some reason, a specific lyric came to mind.
"Do you miss me? Cause I miss you." And for some reason that lyric just stuck to me.
I don't remember if it was because I was missing some lost friends or what.

But those words, just meant so much.
The way Gerard sings them just makes them have so much meaning and emotion.
okay enough ranting.

Next chapter is the last.

ALso
I forgot my idea for the sequel,
but i think ill hopefully think of something better, as I've been writing all kinds of shit lately.
ANYWAY.
I love you all, thank you so much for reading, and I hope you enjoy the last chapter (next chapter).
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Unless you're a cannibal or murder.
Other then that, I love you.