Do You Miss Me? (Gerard Way x Reader)

With Our Faces On The Mend

I wake up and feel Gerard's arm wrapped tightly around me.
My mind travels back to last night,
the dressing room, the soundcheck, the concert.
The Kiss.
I am Gerard Way's girlfriend.
I smile to myself and look up at a peaceful Gerard.
His eyes are closed and slow even breaths escape his slightly parted soft, pink lips.
"I love you." I whisper, trying not to wake him.
He smiles and pulls me closer, kissing the top of my head.
"I love you too, Y/N." He mumbles.
I press my face into his chest, and wrap my arms around him.
He laughs and gently grabs my hips, placing me on top of him.
"Good morning." I smile and look down at him. I wrap my legs around him as he sits up, leaning closer to me and giving my lips a quick peck.
"Good morning." He says, looking into my eyes and smiling. "You make me so happy, Y/N."
I kiss him in reply, and rest my head on his shoulder as he rubs my back.
We lay like that for a while until we hear a knock.
"Hey it's Frank! Can I come in?"
"Yep!" Gerard yells and I get myself off of him, placing myself back on the bed.
Frank walks in and looks at us.
No one says anything.
"I hope you two used protection." Frank breaks the silence and I turn bright red while Gerard and Frank laugh.
"So..." Frank smiles, "you two a thing now?" Frank asks, looking back and forth between Gerard and me.
Gerard and I exchange a look.
"Well actually.." Gerard starts.
"Gee and me are actually cousins." I say and look at Frank.
I sense Gerard about to laugh as a look of confusion crosses Frank's face.
"We're just kidding, Frankie." I say and get up to hug him.
"Thank you for telling me he likes me." I whisper in his ear as he returns my hug, quickly letting go after a few short seconds.
"Oi oi, my lady Frank." Gerard says, pulling me into him and we all laugh.
"I'm really happy for you two." Frank says and sits on the edge of the bed. "Want to go out today? It's nice and we have to go home tomorrow."
Gerard nods and Frank leaves, allowing us to get ready for the day.
"I'm gonna shower." I say.
"Mind if I join you?" Gerard smirks as I turn a light pink.
I look back at him, smiling. "Sure daddy."
"WAIT. wait wait. what. no." Gerard looks flustered and I fall on the floor, laughing.
"I'm kidding, but yes you can join." I say in between fits of laughter.
Gerard grabs my hand, leading me into the bathroom.

I seriously just made one of those wheel decision things to decide if I should write smut or not.
The choices were:
Light smut

Smut
Light fluff

no smut
hardcore smut

it landed on "Light Smut" so yep welcome to "I'm going to hell."

We close the door behind us and I take my shorts and shirt off, and sense Gerard staring at me.
"What?" I blush and feel his fingertips cross my collarbone, then down my shoulder to my hand.
"You're beautiful." He pulls be into a hug and I wrap my arms across his bare back.
Gerard walks towards the shower and turns the water on as I quickly take my bra and underwear off.
I walk over to the shower and place one leg in and I yelp, feeling a hand harshly grab my ass.
I turn around to see Gerard standing there, smirking. He takes his hand away, following me into the shower. I turn around I feel Gerard's hand rest against my hips, moving to my stomach, and slowly going down-"Gerard." I roll my eyes and his hands start going up my stomach, his hands lingering on my chest for a brief moment before placing them on my shoulders and spinning me around.
He kisses me, lips moving in sync until he grabs my ass again, making me momentarily open my mouth, allowing his tongue to gain access.
We continue to kiss, tongues exploring each other.
I begin to feel something grow against my leg and smile, knowing I did that to him.
I back out of the kiss and grab the shampoo bottle, putting some in my hand and working it through Gerard's pretty black hair. I massage his scalp, and he hums in response, placing his hands lazily across my waist. After I wash the soap out of his hair, I turn, bending down and place the bottle back where it belongs.
Gerard grabs my hips, pushing my back against the shower wall.
He places his head against mine. "You make me want to do so many things to you." He bites his lip.
His hand moves to my thigh, traveling up and stopping towards the end of it. He gently grabs it, placing my leg so it rests on his hip.
I moan as he bites a spot on my neck, and fell him grow against my inner thigh.

And then the writer got too uncomfortable to continue writing and decided to let the horny 12 year olds reading this come up with their own story.

I walk outside the hotel, hand in hand with Gerard, we walk down the street towards a Starbucks.
We walk in and meet Frank, order our drinks and sit at a booth in the corner.
We begin talking but Frank stops, looking at my shoulder.
I look down and see a small bruise beginning to form and quickly adjust my shirt so it covers it.
"I don't wanna know." Frank laughs as Gerard scratches the back of his neck.

We walk towards a park and sit down at a bench.
"Oh my god!" We look over at three teenage girls coming our way. "Gerard and Frankie!" They say and Gee and Frankie get up and hug them.
They get a few pictures, and then turn to me.
"Who is that?" A girl points to me, disgust clearly shown on her face.
"My wonderful girlfriend." Gerard says, smiling proudly.
A different girl goes, "You can do so much better I mean cmon."
The last one goes, "You have so many girls, attractive girls, practically begging for your love and you choose that thing?"
Gerard turns to them furious, and Frank starts walking back to me.
Before he reaches me, I get up and sprint, letting my legs take me somewhere, anywhere.
Just somewhere far away.
I hear a distant shout of my name, but keep running.
"I told you, didn't I?" It appears, floating besides me as I run.
"I always said you were ugly, you weren't good enough. And I'm right." It looks at me in the eyes, fury crossing it's face. "Where is your little Gerard now? hmm?" It hums.
I cross the street and find a small dead end alley, and back up to the farthest wall, sitting with my back pushed against it.
I hug my knees and cry.
"You should have ended it when I told you to." It spews hate into my ear. "You're so damn hard to get rid of. Why don't you just die already."
You clingy, ugly, fat, stupid, bitch.
Just die already.
Die.
Die.
DIE.
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" I scream, throwing my head against the hard pavement beneath me.
I feel blood drip from my forehead as I lay down, curling up into a ball.
"There she is!" I hear and It disappears.
"Y/N?" Gerard says, gently lifting me off the ground.
"NO!" I say and back up, getting as far away as possible before my back hits the other wall.
"Y/N, what's wrong?" Gerard moves closer and I push myself closer to the wall.
"Y/N, please." Tears sting Gerard's eyes.
What have I done.
I go to get up and run but Frank grabs me, pulling me into a hug.
"Please let me go." I quietly cry.
Gerard comes over, taking me from Frank and sitting down on the pavement again.
I lean my back into him and cry.
Just cry.
"What happened to your head?" Concern lacing his voice as he wiped up the blood with his sleeve.
"You did that the first time we met." I murmur.
I wanted to die that day.
I was ready for it.
Gerard saved me.
"Please don't do that again." I feel his tears hit my shoulder as he rocks me back and forth, silently crying.
Frank sits down next to me, pulling as all into a group hug.
"Thank you." I say to both of them.

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Gerard and I walk back into our hotel room. I sit on the floor as Gerard starts pacing.
"Why would you do that!" He yells and I shudder.
"I-I'm"
"Why would you scare me half to death like that!" He squats down in front of me, inches from my face.
"Don't you know I love you!" He shouts in my face.
"I- I'm sorry." Tears heavily pour from my eyes.
"Oh, oh Y/N I'm so sorry I didn't mea-" He reaches in to hug me but I push him away.
"Please don't touch me." I lean my head against the wall and close my eyes, letting tears flow freely down my cheeks.
"Y/N, I truly am sorry. I didn't mean to yell, I was just upset." I hear him sigh.
"It came back." I mumble.
"What?" Gerard grabs my face with his hands and I open my eyes.
"It came back, Gee." I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him close, softly crying into his shoulder.
"Oh." I feel him shudder under my tiny body. "Oh no. Oh shit, Y/N?" He takes my face in his hands and makes me look at him. "I'm so sorry I wasn't there. I'm sorry for-"
"It's not your fault Gee." I say, cupping his face with my hands, and wipe a stray tear off his cheek.
"I love you, Y/N" he says as he attacks me with kisses.
"I love you too Gerard."
"When we leave tomorrow, you're moving in with me." He smiles.
"What?" I say in disbelief. "We've barely known each other for a week!"
"It doesn't matter." He strokes a lock of hair behind my ear, gently rubbing his thumb against the side of my head. "I love you, and I care about you. I don't want to be away from you, not even for a second." I lean forward and kiss the top of his head.
"Thank you for saving me Gerard." He smiles at me. "Thank you for hitting me with a bus." We both laugh, and end up cuddling on the floor for a while, whispering 'I love you' here and there.