My eyes open and I see a bright light.
Am I dead?
I blink a few times, and hear various beeps behind me.
"Y/N?" I look over at the voice, and see Frank, his hand tightly holding mine.
I look down at our hands and slowly back away.
Where is Gerard?
"Hi Frankie." I yawn and stretch. "What happened, I can't remember anything."
Frank's eyes widen for a moment and tears begin to form.
"W-well first, Mikey died, and then.." He looks at the ceiling for a moment when I take in the news.
Mikey is dead?
Maybe that's why Gerard isn't here right now.
I notice Frank crying and grasp his hand.
"Awe Frankie." I pull him into a hug and he cries into my shoulder. "Th-there's more. Oh god, Y/N." He grasps my shoulders and pulls away slightly.
"Y/N, Gerard is dead. He- he." he pauses, "he killed himself, Y/N."
"What?" It's not possible.
Gerard cannot be dead.
"After Mikey, and we didn't know if you'd survive, he-" he looks down at the ground tears falling.
"He left you a note." Frank hands me a note.
Gerard's suicide note.
This cannot be real.
My Dear Y/N,
I am so sorry.
I'm sorry I walked away from you when you needed me.
I'm sorry I wasn't there.
I'm sorry I couldn't save you.
I don't know if you'll live.
Every time I go to the hospital, I can't stand looking at your face, drained of color.
I can't stand the scars forming on your arms.
I can't stand knowing it's my fault.
I lost my brother, and I lost you.
Without you, I can't live.
I'm so sorry.
Goodbye, Y/N, I love you, so fucking much.
I miss you.
Forever and always,
Gee.
I look down at the paper, and see a tear drop down, right on Gee's signature.
He's really gone.
It's my fault.
"It's my fault." I look at Frank, "He did this because of me. It's all my fault." I lay down, and get taken away by darkness.
THIS REALLY FUCKING SUCKS.
I HAD SUCH A GREAT IDEA FOR THIS CHAPTER BUT MY WORDS JUST WOULDN'T WORK.
IN THE FUTURE I'LL DEFO UPDATE THIS BUT FOR NOW I'M SO SORRY.
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Do You Miss Me? (Gerard Way x Reader)
FanfictionSay I miss you too..... Y/N doesn't like her life... All her problems hit her like a bus one day... Literally. This book can get quite triggering at times, so please be mindful. Things you need to know: y/n means your name, insert your n...
