Social Butterfly + k.th ✔️

paroxsym

One sleepless night,
Thousand possibilities in my head,
Tiringly fast beating of heart,
And excessive nervousness.

Waiting for the clock to stop at number four which represent dismissal time, I couldn't wait much longer.

I didn't want to face him,
But I missed him dearly.

I didn't want to know what lies in our fate,
But I want it to be over quickly.

I just want to see him,

"You are free to go"

It took me exactly eight seconds to stormed out of that boring ass hell class. Each step I took become heavy as it was nearing the parking lot, my hands become sweaty at the thought of his angered face or his disappointed gaze

I wasn't surprised to see people's eyes staring at his standing figure leaning against the car door. It's Seoul, nobody knew about him and for them, he was one fine creature.

Our eyes leveled each other and my body got tense real quick. I held my book dearly while approaching him,

He looked at me with such intensity and mixed emotions, but none of it was anger. I didn't know what to say or do, I was just standing there stupidly like a statue

"Get in", was all he said after he opened the car door for me. It didn't took me long to realize whose car was this because of the mini Mario figurine on the dashboard

Taehyung was always nothing but mesmerizing. Being apart for some time made me realized that. My eyes kept flickering from the road to his side features as he drove calm yet awfully quiet

"T-Taehyung"

"Are you hungry?" He lowly asked as I stared at him wide-eyed

His deep voice made my throat dry,

Chest felt like being pressed, I only nodded while mouthing, "A little"

He took a turn to the right, heading towards a small and comfy cafe near a residential area. It was dreadingly suffocating because of the silence as we got out of the car

I braced myself and stood in front of him, blocking his way to enter the cafe, "Stop. Why are you like this? Why are you quiet? You probably have a million questions for me and disappointment", my eyes were already glassy as I managed to stare at his brown orbs

"Can we just eat first? I haven't eaten anything since I got here", I stiffened at his words and he noticed that, "Please"

Recalling his handcarry on the back seat, I step aside and let him walk ahead of me, "Welcome, how many people?"

"Two", he shortly answered as the waitress escorted us to a table near the cafe's little display of hanging house plants

I thought we would be sitting across each other, but he decided to sit beside me. Making me even more anxious than I already am. Looking over the menu until the food actually came, I couldn't help but to stare at him, I didn't know whether he noticed it or not but we were again awkward and silent. He barely gave any glance

"H-how's your food?" I turned to him as he nonchalantly answered without any significant reaction

"Fine"