The Diaz Brothers

Reassurance-- chapter 11

Guys this gets bad and very vivid so if you don't want graphic inappropriateness you're in the wrong story. You should probably skip certain parts of this chapter.

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Ace looked at me like I had punched him in the heart. "I have found her. She's right next to me. I've just gotten her and she's trying to send me away already... I guess when someone is raised the way she was they sort of lose touch with things. They don't see their worth because the ones supposed to love them the most just don't. They think that they are a waste of time and space but they don't realize that they're worth more than the world. See you only truly ever love one person biblically. Agape isn't easy. But I'm experiencing it... with you." I looked at him evenly. "I love you Ace. Please, I can't give you what you deserve. I don't want to hold you back anymore... I don't want you to have to try to love someone who keeps you in trouble or in danger of being killed... Please Ace. Do it because you love me?" He frowned. "Why do you want me to leave? Do you not love me like you thought you did? Are... Are you trying to get me to leave you?" He looked at me and his eyes filled with tears and they were an even deeper blue than I had ever seen before. I started crying again and shook my head fast. "No! I don't want you to! I- I want you to be safe and happy! I can't give you that..." He hugged me tightly to him. "You give me exactly everything I need. I love you McKinley McCarty. Please don't try to send me away baby. I need you. Forever." I nodded. "I won't. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have before. That's on me... I messed up. I love you too. Always."

He put me to sleep by singing to me so quietly that it relaxed me and the only other sound in the room was his heart under my ear. Bear and Whiskey even stopped moving when he sang. I smiled and I could feel the soft vibration through his chest which led to a very peaceful sleep. He held me tight and right before the first chorous he kissed my head and continued singing. I had a dream about the first song he learned to play. He had played half of the first chord and I knew what it was. We sang I walk the line for hours as he perfected the guitar. I added a drum to it and we sang more. Next I had taught him to play I can only imagine and we went and sang it to my grandparents graves which made a few people really sad for me. That day had been full of music and some dancing. It was one of the best days of my life. Until I got home that night. When I opened the door he was standing there with a baseball bat in one hand and a bunch of rope in the other. In his pocket I saw some sort of adult toy that didn't need to be the scariest thing I saw. He ordered me to my room and followed behind looking me over. He'd hit me with the bat if I didn't do as he said so when he told me to take off my clothes I did. He told me to lay on the bed and spread my legs as far as they go on the bed. He made me tie my own ankles down. Then he made me lay down and tied my arms for me. He shoved his hand inside of me and rubbed then put the toy inside of me and wiggled it around. Then he turned it on and it started vibrating. "You will not close your eyes this time you'll look at me. You will enjoy it or make me believe that you are and you will not fight me later unless I decide otherwise. You will sleep exactly as you are now and tomorrow you will allow me to do what I want to you. I'll be back soon. Don't move other than to readjust so you can feel the vibration. I expect you to be wet when I get back. I don't want to be pained by this. Understood? Don't speak, but you had better moan loudly." I nodded not wanting to get hit. He left the room and I slowly but carefully moved my lower body trying to make myself want this to happen. I thought of Ace and couldn't make myself want him to touch me. I held back the tears and he got back shortly after. I hoped that I was ready like he wanted me to be.

He looked at me and I moved my hips trying to make it work for me so that he knew I tried. He moved it and pushed some other thing into me. I didn't take my eyes off of him. He moved it in and out but he still had on his clothes so I wanted to know what it was. He untied one of my arms. "Do this." He put my hand on his pants and made me grab him. He moved my hand and I could feel it get harder. "Moan." I did as I was told and he let go of my hand and pushed the thing harder into me. It hurt but I couldn't let him know I hurt. Instead I moaned again and he instructed me to continue touching and playing with his pants. He then moved my hand and started using his hips to thrust the baseball bat into me. This hurt worse so I moaned louder. He smiled. "Good girl." He untie my other hand, still pushing the bat into me. "Take my shirt off." I did as I was told again. "Unbutton and unzip my pants." I did this and he pushed them down and stepped out of them. He had taken his underwear off with them then he replaced the first thing inside of me and told me to sit up and made me touch him. He showed me what to do and I did it. I didn't want him to hit me. He took the thing out of me and placed his hand where it had been. He put one finger at a time into me and I moaned in place of the pain. The other hand touched my breasts and guided my hands on his private. "Suck on it McKinley." I reluctantly did so and he moved his whole hand in and out of me. I moaned again which made him smile. I looked up at him as I did this and he told me to stop then bent down and stuck his tongue inside of me. I finally became wet to his standards as I was forced to like this. I couldn't deny that my hormones liked the idea of things inside of me. Somewhere deep in my soul I actually enjoyed the sexual encounter and I didn't want anyone to find out. He smiled and then retied my arms. He bent down on the floor and grabbed something out of the pocket of his jeans. He told me to touch myself while he got it and I did as I was told. When he stood up he laid on top of me and had sex with me telling me when to moan. He left me and I fell asleep tied up. I had been drunk that day. I hadn't cared what happened to me. I was invincible and I had contraception at my disposal. He came back the next day with another approach. "I want you to leave the house and don't come back for a month. Understood? You have an hour to pack and be gone." I nodded and started packing my stuff with a great soreness in my core. Right before he left the room he hit me as hard as he could with the bat. I wanted to cry from it but I knew I couldn't. Instead I called Ace to make sure I had a place to stay. I left the house without much of my stuff left in it. I pulled up in Ace's driveway and Tommy walked outside and checked me for bruising. "I need one of those pills. He didn't beat me at all... Kind of. He did everything sexually yesterday and now I'm not allowed back for a month. Not that I want to go back anyways. I was drunk enough though. I just did as he said and he didn't hurt me. Yesterday." "Where did he hit you Kin?" "Across the shoulder blades. With a bat." I grabbed the end of my shirt and held it down.