39: Burning Heart Strings

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I feel like screaming.
you've entered my system
I can feel your hands
(long bones)
squeezing at my heart
(cold veins).
it only took a second
and a breathe
and a bell.
your voice is still echoing
in the deepest parts of my stomach.
my head starts pulsing
my hands start shaking
when you enter into my mind
(needless to say,
I never get any sleep).
I pulled the band on my wrist
every time my lips yearned for yours
but it wasn't enough.
it will never be enough
but you will be.
I loved you against everything in me,
and it hurt.
and I will spend the rest of my life
in pain for you.

c.d.

a/n: im a horrible person I know. I haven't posted in what seems like forever, so here's a little poem I was able to scrape up for you. apologies for not having the time nor mindset for writing lately. enjoy.

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