Part 2: chapter 4-The way I feel inside

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Anthony's P.O.V.

After my mom told me to meet her inside the other night we had a very long argument so my mom made me have night chores which are totally unfair. No one but Steph will talk to me Mario, my mom, and my cousins are so ignoring me. 

I stared out the window with Jasmine sitting at the front desk with dry tears. I hate the deep dark feeling inside of me. Anger at the pit of my stomach my heart is closed. Every time some girl tries to flirt with me like when I went to the bar with Dav and Oak I end up just leaving home and crying.

She was like the other half of me and to have her gone is heartbreaking. I want to hold her in my arms and sing dear Theodosia to her. My heart grew colder and colder every day. I refused to come to practice and I'm even thinking of quitting since Jasmine doesn't go anymore. I couldn't do anything in my life anymore. In fact, I refused to go to the restaurant sometimes and Steph would have to come down and drag me out of bed and mumble how she's tired of me doing it.

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After work, I didn't go to the public theater. Instead, I went home to go to take a nap. Everything reminded me of Jasmine no matter how hard I tried. Ever since yesterday, I've been depressed even though it's been only one day. I would trap myself in my apartment until the day I get to see Jasmine again comes.

I wrapped myself in a blanket and turned off the tv in my room and grabbed out my phone. I decided to look through my pictures for some reason. Most pictures of Jasmine were on my phone which made me cry. Her smile, her eyes, her hair, her personality was everything.

"Should I try to hide The way I feel inside My heart for you?" I sang.

"Would you say that you Would try to love me too?," I continued as tears slowly kept rolling off my cheeks.

"In your mind Could you ever be Really close to me? I can tell the way you smile If I feel that I Could be certain then I would say the things I want to say tonight But 'til I can see That you'd really care for me I will dream That someday you'll be Really close to me I can tell the way you smile If I feel that I Could be certain then I would say the things I want to say tonight But 'til I can see That you'd really care for me I'll keep trying to hide The way I feel inside..." I finished as I looked through the pictures.

I decided to send texts to her humming wait for it. I know we can't talk but I'm desperate for just her to talk to me again. I'm missing the other part of me.

I waited and waited for a response but none came back causing me to wrap myself in my blanket and cry myself to sleep

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I waited and waited for a response but none came back causing me to wrap myself in my blanket and cry myself to sleep. Without her, I will never be complete.

A/N I'm dead....night!

-Cin/Romancesucker203

Question of the chapter: Are yall excited for the chapter( not the next one) that will bring them together?

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