Niall Horan Preferences

#3 BSM Niall Kills Himself

A/N: Obviously this mentions suicide but this also has mentions of cutting. Please don't read if this could be triggering to you and stay strong! Oh and don't forget to read the "sequal" #4 BSM the boys comfort you after Niall's death (one for every guy) to help relieve some feels (or gain more of them).

Niall had just ended his world tour two days ago; he had just come home late last night. You walked up the stairs quietly. You didn't want to wake up Niall not only was he adjusting to the time zone but in general he loves his sleep. You went to your room and started on your homework. After about fifteen minutes you heard water running "Niall must be up" you thought, "I'll try to finish up my homework quickly so that I can spend time some with him". You hadn't seen him in person for almost three months. Thirty minutes later; you had completed your homework and were anxiously waiting to spend time with Niall. You still heard the water running at the end of the hallway. "Man I know Niall took long showers shower but I didn't know they lasted this long" you thought.

You decided to go and check on him "Niall!" you screamed as you got up from your bed and walked to the bathroom. Once you were at the door you knocked and said "Is everything okay?" you got no reply. You started to get worried. You then raised your voice and started banging on the door with all your power "NIALL ARE YOU FREAKING OKAY?" you screamed. In one last desperate attempt you screamed as loud as you could "NIALL I'M COMING IN!" you said finally opening the door.

You went in cautiously "Niall?" you said as you walked up to the shower curtain. You pulled it back quickly and found his body; he plugged up the tub and was lying topless with only his boxers on. You screamed and cried as you saw your brother in this state. "NIALL!" you said crouching next to his body; you started crying over it you put a hand on his chest since it was one of the only places that wasn't covered in blood or cuts. You felt his heart faintly beating. "Come on [Y/N] he still has time!" you said to yourself as you turned off the shower. You took off running to your room to fetch your cell phone you wiped the tears as you were connected to 999 (European 911). You told them calmly what had happened and where your house was. After they said they were coming you called your older brother Greg.

"Hey [Y/N] what's up?" he said cheerily.

"There's been an accident" you said as you proceeded to tell him what happen. You started crying and hyperventilating as the harsh reality hit you.

"It's going to be okay, I'll tell mom, dad and Dave (fake name for Niall's step-dad) what happened. I'll pick you up okay?" Greg said, "Why don't you wait on the porch?".

"Okay" you said as you cried more. You went outside about a minute later the paramedics and Greg pulled up. You both of you watched as the stretcher with your brothers body came out the front door. Greg started to cry inside his car. The ambulance put on the lights and sirens and sped off; Greg and you followed the ambulance.

"It'll be okay [Y/N]" Greg said taking your hand as you pulled out of your neighborhood. You responded by giving a weak smile. After this the car ride was silent only the noises that were heard came from the car and the ambulance's sirens.

After a ten minute ride to the hospital; that would usually take at least fifteen minutes Greg and you pulled into the hospital's parking lot. As soon as you pulled into a spot at the emergency room parking lot you both bolted for the entrance. You saw the ambulance taking your brothers body into the hospital; but this time he was attached to many medical devices.

When you walked in you saw your family as they saw his body being wheeled in and whisked away. They all broke into sobs and ran over to you two and started hugging the both of you. After a couple of minutes and sympathetic stares they took you to the room where they had been waiting in, it was secluded from everyone else. After everyone was settled Greg broke the silence "I think we need to pray" he said. Everyone gave a little nod and started reaching for each other's hands. Greg started to pray; this was a bit odd since no one else really believed in God but we they needed some hope, something to believe in right now. "Dear Lord, please be with the doctors right now that are working on Niall right now. I know that he really didn't mean to do this to himself. Niall is a lovely lad", right about here is where Greg started to cry. "It can't be his time; he has so much more to experience. In your name I pray Amen." Greg said as he wiped his tears.