Pakiramdam ni Sarah, huminto ang pagtibok ng puso niya sa pagkabigla. Napatakip sa dibdib. Hindi siya makapaniwalang nasa loob ng kwarto niya si Gerald na mukhang gulat na gulat din. Nakatayo lang din na nakatitig sa kanya. Hindi din makakibo. Pareho silang hindi makakilos, nakatitig lang sa isat isa.
Naramdaman ni Sarah ang pag iinit ng mukha. Alam niya pulang pula na siya lalong lalo na nga na sa pagkakatitig sa kanya ni Gerald parang nun lang ito nakakita ng babaeng naka panty lang. There is heat in his eyes. No one ever looked at her like that.
"Holy shit!" Sa wakas ay nasabi ni Gerald. "I am so sorry, akala ko nasa banyo ka pa," thrusting his fingers through his hair.
Hindi pa rin makakilos si Sarah, nakatakip pa rin ang mga kamay sa dibdib. Nanginginig ang buong katawan dala na rin siguro sa sobrang pagkabigla at sa lamig na rin. Basa pa kasi ang buhok niya. Napansin yun ni Gerald kaya sa halip na lumabas ay lalo lang itong napalapit sa dalaga. "You are shaking," nag aalalang sabi ni Gerald. Gerald picked up the towel on the floor and was about to wrapped it around her but when Sarah removed her hands covering her chest , he was surprised when she reached for his neck. He lost it. "God sweetheart , you are beautiful." He kissed her hard. She kissed him back as if his kiss was the air she needed to live.
“Sweetheart,” Gerald said through his gritted teeth after they broke their kiss. He hold his cheeks and stared into her eyes, ”his eyes were fixed on hers, serious, yet hot with desire and need. “Asked me to get out of this room now before I totally lose my self-control.”
Before Sarah could second-guess herself,she tip toed and pressed her mouth to his. "No, don't go. I want to do this with you. I know what you promise. You are not breaking it. I want you too." Mabilis na sabi ng dalaga at lalo pang idinikit ang sarili sa binata.
“I love you sweetheart, God knows how much I love you.” He kissed her passionately. His mouth took absolute possession, Sarah closed her eyes, and kissed him back with honest longing. She melted against him, enjoying the warm sweetness of his lips. Gerald was lost and he knew it, he can not stop now even if he wanted to. He began to tremble. He wanted her with a burning intensity that shook him to the core. He pulled away from her, “I know I’m ready. But are you? Siguradong sigurado ka na?”
Tumango si Sarah.
“There’s no going back, once we did this, you are really mine.”
“I want to be yours,” Sarah answered in a breathy whisper.
His mouth descended on hers again, searing her with a hot kiss then she felt her legs off the ground. Buhat buhat na siya ni Gerald papunta sa bed. Napakapit muli sa leeg ni Gerald si Sarah, nakatitig lang sila sa isat isa. Marahang ibinababa ni Gerald ang dalaga sa kama, matindi ang kabang nararamdaman ng dalaga ganoon pa man , hindi din niya maalis ang tingin sa binata habang nag aalis ito ng damit. Panic rose to her throat when she met his eyes; the look on his face as if he’s been waiting for this his entire life. Naisip niya, alam kaya ni Gerald na siya ang magiging unang lalaki sa buhay niya? Na sa tutuo lang, matindi ang kabang nararamdaman niya , na hindi niya talaga alam kung ano ang gagawin lalo na ng makita ang kabuuan ng hubad na katawan ng binata. Napapikit na lang ang dalaga, lalo ng nakaramdam ng pangamba. He’s huge.
Nagdilat na lang uli ng mata si Sarah ng maramdamang nasa tabi na niya si Gerald. He is staring at her, leaning on one elbow. She can see the love and desire in his eyes. “Sweetheart,” he whispered.
