i need u | bts

Chapter 20

Sung Ji Yeon's POV

'You have to choose for the right one' Choose? It's kinda hard since all of them are kinda attractive. And most of all, All of them have feelings for me.

But maybe this is not the right time to fall in love, I have to decide on my future first.

"Hey noona, you look distracted." Jungkook frowned. He's kinda right, I do look distracted.

"Oh, pssh no I'm not." I lied and avoided his eyes which were digging on mine. 

He gave me a warm smile, "I thought so." Said Jungkook and left.

Was Jungkook being worried on me? Or was he just asking me? Jungkook is a very caring person, he always obey my rules; he's not that dangerous nor suicidal. I think he changed somehow.

However, we can't just prove that my care for him worked.

"Uh, hellloooo?" said Hoseok while waving his hand in front of my face. Due to my distraction, I didn't realize I was beyond the world.

"Oh hi, Hoseok." I forced a smile.

"You're kinda bothered, I'm sorry for what I've done." He apologized sincerely. Looking down to his feet.

"It's okay, Hoseok." I said and touched his shoulder.

"Don't worry, I sort of moved on about my feelings for you." He flashed a smile. I suddenly felt sad, I think I pushed his feelings away.

This time, a natural smile flashed immediately. I gave him a tight hug to comfort him because I know he's hurt. But I know, everyone is.

Oh dear, how am I gonna explain this to Minah? Do I have to tell her or nah?

I felt my insides clutched together. I can't make them worse. I shouldn't be the reason. I remembered how Yoongi felt when his girlfriend left him. Well you know what happened to him? He became suicidal.

Oh goodness. I'm starting to worry about them. They can't be too upset after I ignored their feelings but I didn't ignored it, I appreciated it.

"Jiyeonnnn..!" Taehyung growled. He looked so pleased to see me. I smiled at him widely.

"Hi Taehyung." I greeted him but I hesitated to use his nickname, 'Taehyunggie' which I believe is what his mother call him. I can't bring his past again.

"I have a question." He said without hesitating. I tilted my head, waiting for his question and looked a bit bewildered.

"Why do we live in the middle of nowhere?" asked Taehyung, he glanced around the house and pointed out of the window.

We are living in the middle of nowhere; no neighbors, just a lake behind our house.

"Because I had no choice." I responded, wondering why that came out of my mouth.

"Choice?" He rose a brow. "Yeah, I never occupied an apartment before because I wasn't sure of staying in Seoul forever." I replied with a chuckle.

He laughed, "Oh, You are rich." He said. I wrinkled my nose.

"No I'm not." I stated.

"So, you own this?" He asked again. "No, my friend does." I replied.

"Ohhh!! That Jeongyeon?" He said and snapped his fingers. "Ani! Other friend! Minah." I said while my hands are in the air.

"Oh, Mian." He said, "It's alright." I flashed a smile.

...

I'm making dinner right now, chopping some onions. Onions are not our dinner, okay? it's just the part of my dish.

*LA LA LA*

"Ah! Who's cutting onions?" Yoongi exclaimed with tears forming in his eyes. I laughed at him.

After I chop some onions, of course, wash mah hands. I switched the tap and I noticed something strange. Water pressure is kinda you know; weak, Why is there less water coming out from the faucet?

I furrowed my eyebrows  and muttered 'strange'. Because usually water pressure is that strong at this time.

Or maybe someone is taking a shower.

OH. MY. GOODNESS.

WHAT IF?!

I rushed my way into the bathroom which was locked. All of a sudden, I remembered Jimin.

"Open up!!" I yelled while slamming my fist in the door but there's no answer, only the sound of water spilling.

"Jiyeon, what are you doin'? Jimin is using the bathroom, mind if you don't bother him or whatso---"

"SHATTAP! I'M SERIOUS! JIMIN MIGHT BE DEAD OR WHATEVER." I yelled at the top of my lungs while Namjoon is staring at me with the 'what-the-heck' look.

I ignored him and continued slamming my fist in the door hoping that it breaks but it was no use.

"GUYS, HELP ME! DON'T JUST STARE AT ME! DO SOMETHING!" I yelled at them. And they split directions in order to find something that can open the door.

"Calm down Jiyeon, I'll try this." Jin said with a soft voice and showed me some wires.

He did the job a bit too long, I think it's been 15 seconds. My legs are trembling in fear.

A few moments later, He managed to open it. OH THANK GOODNESS.

I made my way in the bathroom and Jimin is in the tub, unconscious.

"Oh dear, Oh dear, oh dear." I repeated while checking his heartbeat. His heart is still beating thank goodness.

I examined everything and there are: lighter, pictures, and the sharpener blade. The sharpener.. I knew it. That's why he's been up last night searching for a tiny screw driver.

There was also a pool of blood. I wasn't interested in blood until I saw the pictures laying on the floor.

He's been burning the pictures and I held some pictures but it was burned and I can't see who is in the picture.

And I saw a picture that wasn't burned too much, It was half burned and the picture was a bit blurry and the colors scattered because of the water.

I almost fell on my knees.

That's me and Jimin together when we were little.

A/N: *inhales* HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIMIN!!! ok first of all, this story is under major editing coz ya know my english suck back then but i think i kind of improved somehow lolz.