i need u | bts

Chapter 21

A/N: the only chapter that im proud of . haha

Park Jimin's POV

My eyes slowly opened, and my eyes searched the room I'd found myself in. A hospital room, without a doubt--white, pristine, and smelling undeniably of cleaning products and sterilizers. I glanced down at my arms, were the X still showed brightly against my pale skin. An IV was hooked up to one of my arms.

I noticed the sound of breathing, and quickly turned to see someone, holding my hand tightly and leaning its head next to my arm. I recognized her gorgeous hair and her bracelets she used to wear. 

I moved my body a bit because I was uncomfortable with my position. Jiyeon noticed that I was moving so she quickly got up and check me.

"Jimin!" she hugged me tightly and I can feel her warm tears flowing endlessly.

I sighed, "Jiyeon, I'm so--"

"I'm so so so sorry Jimin!!" She cried, still hugging me tightly while my mind is puzzled.

"What?" I asked with curiosity in my voice. "I made you feel worried like hell." I added, she broke the hug and held my hand.

"It's all my fault.." She stated, her eyes are red and her hair messy but she managed to still look pretty.

"Jiyeon, what are you talking about?" I questioned while my eyebrows are furrowing a bit.

She didn't respond instead she cried endlessly.

"What's wrong?" I said gently and cupped her face with my hand and slowly wiped her tears using my thumbs.

She sniffed and stood up leaving me in such bewilderment. She reached for her bag, which was sitting across the room, pulled something, unfolding it and showing it to me.

"I found one of these when you were unconscious on the tub." She said while pointing at the picture.

About the picture; that picture is when me and my childhood friend were still connected to each other, we were like brothers and sisters but years past. She just disappeared without saying something to me. She broke our promise which was not letting go of each other.

And I never get any chance to tell her how I felt about her when we were little. I've always wanted to tell her that I care about her and most of all, I'm always at her back.

Seeing the half burned pic hurt me. I really miss her; I hope she's safe whenever she is right now; I wish she stills remember me even though years have passed.

"D-Do you want me to tell you about that picture?" I questioned while pointing at the picture she was showing me.

She shook her head, "I'm really sorry Jimin." She began crying again which hurts me the most.

"What for?" I worriedly asked her despite that she really feels so sorry about my childhood memories.

"F-For leaving you.."

w h a t ?

I shook my head in disbelief, "Y-Yeonkie?" [DON'T JUDGE MEH FOR DAT NICKNAME XDD]

She nodded, "It's me, Mochi." She said while looking down to her lap.

"W-Why did you leave me?" I questioned and tears were forming on the corner of my eyes, preparing to slide down.

"R-Reasons.. I'm really really sorry.." She said while wiping her tears using the back of her hand.

I let my tears stream down on my cheeks, "How could y-you?" I said and I'm feeling of anger and sadness. I balled my fist.

"Forgive me.." She said and hugged me tightly.

I didn't hug her back and do anything. I just ignored her.

"Leave me alone." I said without hesitating.

"Wha--?" Her face was puzzled.

"I said, leave me alone." I said and made my voice as cold as ever.

"Why Jimin? I'm here to stay with you now, I promise I will---"

"LEAVE ME!" I yelled and my hands are shaking because of anger. My anger suddenly turned into tears.

She finally left me without saying anything.

Why did you leave me, Jiyeon? Is there a reason behind it? or is it because you hated me?