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[BONUS CHAPTER]

THE 7 BOYS' LAST MESSAGES FOR THE GIRL THEY ONCE LOVED

Silver metal, shine so bright.
Scarlet blood, that feels so right.
Dream of that blood trickling down,
And wake up just before you down.

The moonlight's shining off your tears
As you bleed out your own worst fears.
So tonight when you start to cry
Whisper the cutters' lullaby.

I am alone, as though I stood
On the highest peek of the tired gray world
About me only swirling snow,

Above me, endless space unfurled;

With earth hidden and heaven hidden,
And only my own spirit's pride
To keep me from the peace of those
Who are not lonely, having died.

I used to extinguish
under the weight
of living,
but one day,
I reached to my chest,
dusted off
my courage,
and asked myself,
"where's your fire?"

To yield the heat of flame,
To grudge not, but to give
Whatever we have of strength,
That one more flame may live.

I gave myself to think, and
I thought I would heal.
I went away and thought it would help, but all
It did, is make me colder.
I guess I had been gone for so long I forgot
that the heart needed other hands to give it
warmth to stay alive.

Left by the road, nobody cared
I really hoped that I would be spared.
Out for a walk, along came a friend
heard my cry, I knew she would bend.
Called kitty kitty, then picked me up
I was so small like a little tea cup.
Went for a ride, found a new home
no longer lost, never alone.

When the sun goes to sleep
When the stars give light kisses
When the moon is a spotlight

Life stays beautiful
even when you are covered
in darkness.

I longed for real silence
the kind you can't find
but stumble upon
in some cabin
somewhere
on a lake without a moon,
where you hear the cigarette burn
and the candles flicker
and your mind dances alive
to the symphonies in the black.

(all credit goes to who created these wonderful poems)