i need u | bts

Chapter 10

A/N: I love it.

Sung Ji Yeon's POV

I keep thinking about what Jimin did to me. I wasn't 'astonished', I was puzzled or more of a bewildered. I know we have the same thoughts about knowing each other before.

And now it's awkward. We can't look at each other anymore.

For some reason, I really miss my girl best friend, Jeongyeon [YAH IKR TWICE!! *LE FANGIRLS*] I don't know where she is now but I'm guessing that she is enjoying her stay at Switzerland.

I wish I am still her best friend. And now, my boy best friend, who I used to like to, rejected me like a disgusting thing. And he never showed up.

I do have a lot of girl best friends, and Jeongyeon is the best among all of them. I don't know but I think I lost my straightness because of her xD. Snap out of it Jiyeon, you're a girl and she's a girl.

Voices kept repeating over and over on my mind.

"Jiyeon-ah?" I heard someone said and I can see someone's hand is waving in front of my face, "Huh, what?" I blinked.

"You looked like you're beyond the world." Taehyung said while he's moving his hand in thin air.

Oh yeah Taehyung.. it's been weeks and I can still feel his pain.

"What were you thinking?" He questioned me and I noticed him gonna tear up. His face is so emotionless, his voice too low and his eyes full of pain.

"Taehyung, are you crying?" I asked him and rubbed his back in circular motion. He really can't hold his feelings, I felt his warm tear touched mine, he hug me and cried on my shoulders.

"J-Jiyeon.. I-I c-can't do this.." He said while sobbing. I furrowed my eyebrows, "What?" I gently asked him.

"I-I can't l-live a-anymore.." He said and released our hug. I was so shocked because of what he said.

"Taehyung, I know what you are feeling, I felt that before.." I comforted him, ignoring his statement that he can't live.

"I WANT TO DIE!" He yelled and that got everyone's attention.

"Taehyung!"

"Oh shut up! You don't know how it feels like when someone you love the most, dies!" He screamed at me with his eyes, firing in anger.

"Guys.." Namjoon centered us, "You two, calm down.." He said while darting his eyes over me and Taehyung.

"Taehyung.. You still have me, as your friend.." I said, while wiping my tears using the back of my hand, and left the living room.

"Taehyung, let's talk." I heard Namjoon said but I ignored that and focused on my own life.

All... All of those bad pasts reminded me again. My grandmother, who took good care of me, died. My parents who think that their job is more important than me. I feel like I'm adopted.

I cried on my pillow. Why do I exist?

Knock. Knock.

I saw Jungkook standing next to my door. Looking like he wants to comfort me. He didn't wait for my response so he slumped beside me.

"Jiyeon, maybe Taehyung just lost himself." Jungkook said while he puts his arm around me, comforting me.

"I hope, but he's been blaming me about his mother's death." I stated. He didn't know how to response so he tilted his head.

"Crazy huh, but you should understand Taehyung." He said with a thin smile. I never saw Jungkook smiled for a while so I think that made my day.

I didn't know that I was crying.

He wiped my tears using his handkerchief and believe it or not, I was blushing a little so I looked down to my lap to hide the blushing. He gave me his handkerchief and that made me blush even more.

"Okay, maybe I should leave you here." He said and I saw his wound getting better. I grabbed his wrist before he left, then he looked at me with this 'huh-why-and-what-I'm-confused' look.

"Thanks." I said while flashing a smile. He just smiled back and left my room.

...

I got bored so I left my room to watch TV but I heard someone yelling my name softly.

"Jiyeon.."

I really don't know where is that coming from but I think it's just my mind because of thinking too much so I ignored that.

"Jiyeon.. Help.." He said and his voice was shaking like he's dying. I turned around, seeing Taehyung holding his bleeding arm, coming towards me.

"Taehyung!!"

I ran into him and he is loosing a lot of blood so I pulled the handkerchief, the one that Jungkook gave me, I wrapped it around his bleeding arm, but before I wrap it, I noticed some letters written in his arm which I believe he like engraved it.

D.I.E

I know Taehyung wanted to die.

I called the emergency. Taehyung is loosing a lot of blood.