i need u | bts

Chapter 23

Jeon Jungkook's POV

You are not the right man for him, A voice echoed on my thoughts, Leave her, she doesn't need you, I covered my ears; hoping that the voices will disappear, You need her. The sentence hit me like a truck. Why do I need her?

I shrugged it off and ignored my thoughts. I continued doodling on a sheet of paper, making myself feel entertained somehow and also making myself stop from hearing thoughts.

She doesn't like you. I ignored that thought, continuing to scribble on the paper. You're pathetic. I feel myself grew hot because of the anger, I continued scribbling on my paper hard that it punctured a hole. You're a dangerous git. I had enough, I slammed my fist on the table hard causing my mug to splatter a bit of coffee on my table.

I crumpled my paper and threw it aside, I kicked the leg of the table causing the other things to tremble. What is wrong with me? I muttered to myself while pulling my hair gently.

I shook my head, maybe a little air will help this a bit. I got into my feet and walked outside of my room.

"Jungkook, are you okay? You look red." Taehyung worriedly asked while examining my face.

I nodded vigorously, I straighten my shirt and flatten my hair. Then let out a heavy sigh. Yes, maybe a little air can help me. I wondered to my thoughts.

I held the door knob to turn it but I noticed that it was already open. There was a little gap between the door and the door frame. I heard a familiar sound of kissing.

I felt my heart dropped heavily on to the pit of my stomach. I felt like I'm broken in to pieces. I told you, ha! Said a voice on my head.

Seeing Jimin and Jiyeon kissing hurt me a lot but I realized that I also kissed her. So it was an equal between me and Jimin. Maybe he also felt the same way when I did the same thing to Jiyeon. And now, I felt what he just felt last time.

I turned to my heels and didn't notice that I was crying. Taehyung was there, watching me cry. I pretended that a dust just swept on my eye but I guess my act was done poorly.

Taehyung gave me a bro hug and I cried my heart out on his shoulder.

"Ah Jungkook, don't be upset. We all felt that thing." Taehyung said while patting my back gently.

I sighed, "Alright.."

You wasted your tears, you git. A voice said making me flinch. You just cried for the wrong person.

A/N: This chapter is dedicated to pamelaaabeatriceee and justcallmeirisch <3