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Chapter 7

Kim Taehyung's POV

I know that I am being a bit to clingy with Jiyeon but who the hell cares? I know that she is the one who will gonna make me change but I'm still worrying that she'll leave us. I already know that she will leave us, I mean she helps everyone so obviously when we're better, she'll be helping someone else.

By the way, I really like this house that we're staying. I feel like I'm safe because Jiyeon is here. Uh it's been 2 days and I'm already feel like there are bugs crawling all over my body, I really have to cut myself.

But no.. I promised Jiyeon.. I can't kill myself. Okay fine whatever I'm not doing it.

For the sake of my thoughts, I remembered the day when I accidentally killed my own father and it's today. It's his death anniversary but I won't visit him because of the things he did to my mother.

He also tried to kill my mother and that's the reason why I killed him. I'm also tired of their fights and screams. I can't sleep peacefully back then. And that's why I am like this now..

Ohh mom.. Even though she sent me in this program, I am not mad at her. I understood her, and I really love my mom because she is the only precious thing I have left. I wonder what is she doing now.

I also still have contacts with my aunts so maybe I can call them and tell my mom a 'hi' because I really miss her.

I heard a knock on my door so it's obviously time for breakfast, I scooted my way out of my room to eat breakfast.

...

"This is delicious." Hoseok said with a smile, he's right it's delicious. "Ne, you're right." Yoongi also said while munching off his food.

Jiyeon smiled sheepishly, "I didn't cook that." She stated. We all looked at her.

"Who?" Jungkook questioned while he was about to sip on his coffee.

"Jin." She said and pointed Jin. Jin just smiled at us.

"Oh wow." Namjoon reacted.

I was about to eat my food but my phone rang, "Oh guys, I just uhh--"

"Go ahead." Jiyeon said and I left my chair.

My aunt is calling, I'm excited! Mom!! I can talk to her!

[Hey auntie!!]

[Taehyung..]

[Yes auntie?]

I heard my aunt sobbed and I was puzzled, [Auntie? Are you okay?]

[Taehyung.. Your.. mom..]

I felt my tears forming on my eyes, I was puzzled again. And nervous.. My hands are getting cold and my chest is tightening a bit.

[Auntie?? What!!] I raised my voice a bit due to curiosity.

[Your mother is dead..]

I dropped my phone, breaking its screen into pieces. My legs gone weak and I fell into my knees, my chest is tightening because of what I am feeling right now.

My mother is dead?!