i need u | bts

Chapter 22

Sung Ji Yeon's POV

Weeks past and Jimin is still not talking to me, I tried talking to him but he always walk away leaving me behind. I really feel guilty for leaving him when we were young.

Jimin is worse than ever, he always locks himself in his room and only shows up when I call him for breakfast, lunch, dinner and whatever things he need.
His pale face with his cold eyes; makes me shiver.

I buried my face on my knees, thinking if I should try and talk to him again or not. I don't know but I'm feeling of nervous.

I sighed, "Ugh Jiyeon! You're such an idiot." I muttered to myself.

"Knock knock." said Taehyung whose lips formed like a box smile. I smiled automatically and let him come inside my room.

He slumped himself on my bed making the bed dip down.

"Is Jiyeon okay? or is she thinking about talking to Jiminnie?" asked Taehyung, who is looking worriedly at me.

"Er — yes." I replied, avoiding his gaze.

He sighed, "Jiyeon~ You may think that you are the only one who is suffering." He paused for a second, "We are also affected, especially Jimin."

This time, I gazed at his dark brown eyes. Taehyung is right; if one is affected, everyone is also affected.

"H-How come all of you are affected?" I asked, pretending to not understand what he meant.

He sighed, "It's because we are all friends." He smiled.

I smiled automatically but for a second, my smile vanished.

"B-But some of you may have feelings for me, how come none of you don't feel any hurt?" I asked worriedly.

"Oh, well I just don't know but for me, I'll still be happy if you found the right man." He paused, looking directly at my eyes, "I know that right man isn't me but I would like to see you happy with him, don't let your smile fade because of him." He said looking a bit teary eyed.

His words stabbed my heart a hundred times. It means that he'll do anything just to make me happy even though he is hurt.

I hugged him tightly, "Thank you Taehyung." I thanked.

"Did you talk to J-Jimin?" I asked.

"Yeah, I did. I explained to him a lot of things he must understand." He said, "You should talk to him." He added.

I sighed, "I'm scared." I said and looked down to my lap, "What if he pushed me away? What if some of his words may hurt me?" I muttered.

"Don't worry Jiyeon, you have a shoulder to cry on." He smiled and winked at me, gesturing that he is that shoulder to cry on.

---

"Where is Jimin?" I asked.

Hoseok and Yoongi exchanged looks, "Oh he's at the terrace." Yoongi said pointing at the door.

I turned the door knob and I sighted him, who is sitting at the marble wall fence. I think he didn't notice the sound I made. My legs are trembling in fear and nervousness.

I balled my fist to stop the shaking and focused on talking to Jimin instead.

"J-Jimin, I'm so sorry." I said while my hands behind my back and bouncing on the balls of my feet.

I noticed the sound of moving towards me. He didn't say anything but pulled me into a tight hug that surprised me.

"No, I'm sorry for pushing you away." He said weakly and his voice sounded like he's about to cry.

"I should be the one who should —"

He cut my sentence by kissing me passionately on my lips, with his hands cupped on my cheeks. I felt butterflies on my stomach and fireworks popping inside. I also felt like my legs were about to turn into jelly.

My whole word stopped and all I could only see is us, alone in this world.

He stopped kissing me and hugged me tightly again, "I need you." He whispered on my ear.

"I will never leave you again." I said and smiled. He also smiled for the first time which made me feel a chill down my spine.

We were standing close to each other that one of us can't look at each others eyes.

Then a familiar sound came through my ears.

"Jiyeonnie!!" said a familiar voice from afar.

My smile faded and turned to see where the voice is coming from.

I feel like my heart dropped onto the pit of my stomach.

"J-Jun?!"