The Unexpected

Be there

Ryan: Babe, I love you..

Me: I love you too.

       I still have thing ring in my hand ready to drop just like myself. How do they expect me to go on like this. How do they expect me to wait when all I've done is nothing. I'm in pain.. I just want it all to end. I want to be there.
     
Me: Glenn?

Glenn: Yea?

Me: Do me a favor.

Glenn: What?

Me: Tell mom I love her and.. that it's not her fault.

Glenn: Mac, please.. Don't. We know--

           I look down at my phone. Fuuuuckkkkk!!!! My phone went off... of course it did. It just had to now. Wait, what do they know? Dammit. I give up. I cry harder while my face gets hotter. It's all my fault. Why did this happen? I will never know.
         The rope is ready, so am I. I'm here, they're there. I'm gone... no emotion no knife. I'm gonna say good bye to my life. And even thought I know they'll miss me I know it'll be ok.
        I walk closer to the edge. One foot off, one foot on. Ready?
        I go for the next step.. my foot won't move. Why won't it move. Just move!!
        Of course at this moment my foot has to be stuck for some reason that u may never know of.

"You're seriously going to end it like this?"

       Great the voice, that's all I need right now. Why won't he let me go? Why won't he let me fucking end this bullshit?!?
 
"Yes."

"Why this way?"

"Because why not?"

"Because why would you when you can but you won't?"

        Damn.. he got me at my own game. Wow...

"Why do you care?"

"I don't really know."

"Then fuck off! I dont need you to make this worse than what it already is."

         There was silience, again. I'm getting tired of this silence. I fucking hate it.
         The wind started to blow. It's cold now.

"Not this again c'mon! What the fuck even?"

       It got faster and faster as the second go bye. My foot was free. I could move. Just one move. Just one and it's gone.
       Wait, what's that? The fuck is that noise. The wind is getting quicker. I start spinning around with the way the wind is blowing. I still hear the noise.

MAC!!!! MAC!!! CAN YOU HERE ME!? (lower voice)

MAC ANSWER!!! (little higher voice)

PLEASE ANSWER!!! (April!!)

      I knew it was her. I know her from anywhere.

What!!!! APRIL!!!!

        The wind keeps blowing in my face. It keeps turning me around. I'm so off balance. The room is spinning. I'm gonna fall. One wrong step and I'm gone. No I can't. No

MAACCCC!!! ANSWER!!!

I'M IN HERE!!!!

Dora: Where the fuck is she?

Glenn: I don't know..

        They're outside... They're outside!!!

GUYS I'M IN HERE!!!!!

Jacob: That's her. MAACC!!!

I'M IN HERE!!

April: Butler! Really butler. She's in fucking butler!!!!

        They dissappear. I hear nothing. The wind is still blowing. I can't see anything. It's dark. Fuck it's dark!!! No, no. This is bad. This is really bad.
They're gonna get hurt. Please no.

BAM!!

       The door shut loudly. I hear running. There here. They're really here. The found me.
        There out there yelling my name. They're beating on the door teting to break it down.
        I keep slipping. Fuck what am I going to do? I have the ring in my hand still. I'm not letting go. I cant. They keep banging on the door furiously waiting to see me. My feet are everywhere.
         I want them. I want only them. They didn't give up. I shouldn't either. I'm not sturdy. My head is starting to hurt because of the wind. I love them.

I LOVE--

BAMMM!!!!

Hey, thx for reading the story and yes there is more to the story coming up. This book is exciting me. Lol. More chapters coming up soon lol. Love ya.
Aye!! M-A-C