Reasoning

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P.O.V. Mac

          I am still on top. Ring is still in hand. I want to let go. It'll all be gone. It'll all be over. The wind is still blowing rapidly and I can't stand straight. I hear the banging stop. I don't hear anything. It's usless. That door isn't coming down till something happens. Till I leave. They'll see me, but will they even see me alive?
They shouldn't be here. They're gonna get themselves hurt. Don't they see that? I told them I'm done.
          They need to leave. Just leave me be. Why don't they leave?

"They care too much."

BAMMM!!!

         They're still trying. With little hope left I get up and look around knowing I can't see anything.
       Well, there's the voice again.. my mind stops racing and wind starts to slow down. Now I have balance. I look up and all I see is black. I'm calm. Ish. I still never got answers.

"Why did you bring me here?! Why did you do all that stuff to me!? Who the fuck is Connor!? And why the fuck won't the fucking door open dammit!?!?"

        I bring my arm to my chest. Both feet are on the platform. I start thinking on why I was even alive. How come he didn't just kill me? I hold on to the ring as tight as I can. How could I let go of everything like this?

"But don't you see you already have. You dropped your bracelet and your necklace. Why do you think you want them to leave. Why do you think you feel the way you do. It's because you dropped them!.."

         I stop and think.. uggggg. No I don't need this. I never wanted this. They can live without me. They don't need. It's my fault they're here. If they didn't know me they wouldn't have to do this. I hate it I hate this. Why do I have to feel this way. I love them, I don't want them hurt. I should be the one to be hurt. I deserve it.
          Why shouldn't I leave? Why shouldn't I just go. He has a point. I dropped 2 out of 3 things, what's 1 more then I'm gone. It's just easier this way.
       I look around the room and it's still dark. By the minute it gets colder. There is still nothing at the door. They gave up?...
       One slip and it could all be over. All of it... just do it.

Hey, sorry it's been a while since I updated. I'm doing a lot right now. Life is a struggle but it's all good lol. Thx for reading my story. I appreciate it all.  More chapters coming soon. Love ya.
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