Memory Escape

Part 1

'Life goes by fast, whether you want it or not. Days, they fall like leaves in the autumn time. One after another. There is so much you want to do, but so little time to do it. I feel like destiny is just a little girl, playing with her dolls. But those dolls, turn out to be very real. You could never know what will happen, what she has in her mind... And that thought, often has me very annoyed. So many things, so many events and incidents, I would like to change... So many scars, that still burn till this day... Life never felt so real. Pain never felt so present...

People often cling to dreams, because reality hurts them. Sometimes, that is a good thing. Your body, it needs time to heal. This world we live in, the life we've been given, it's tough to bear all that. It's like one of those boxing matches. You vs Life. Every now and then, life hits you so hard, he pushes back the teeth to where they came from. You fall to the ground, sometimes unable to get up. But you always do. And he always hits you again. You would think to yourself: "Ha! I won! I finally got up! I'm finally happy!" And he is there to show you that the match is still on, and that you are not even close to winning. That's the sign to snap out of it, to live. To be here, and not in a fairytale.'

"Yoongi! Dear! Lunch is ready!"

"I'm coming!"

I got up and slowly started heading inside. My house was a real family home. Filled with such joy, love. Everything you would want. Flowers were all around, and their smell would completely consume you. The white roses, were blooming and outstanding. I planted them there, I couldn't resist not to. And now, they are the angels of our garden. I sure am proud of myself.

As I got inside, the smell of freshly made makchang immediately put a smile on my face. My favourite. I came into the kitchen, and sat down, looking at my brother, who was cearly in deep thoughts.

"Yoongi, what are you doing later?" mom said

"I'm going out with Nika, why?"

"Oh, I'm just asking. How is she? Is her family okay?"

"Well, she is fine. And I think that the situation at her home has settled now."

"Oh, I hope so... That girl is such an angel. It hurts to see her sad."

"I know.."

A few minutes later, we started eating. Everyone was talking and laughing. This day couldn't get more perfect. This life coudn't get more perfect. I have a wonderful and loving family, a beautiful girlfriend and a bright future ahead of me. What more could you ask for?

-LATER THAT NIGHT-

As I was holding her, I couldn't help but smile. She made me so happy. This was the girl I wanted as my wife. She was the one I wanted to wake up next to, and the one I want to come home to at night. She was perfect. And she was mine.

"Are you even listening to me?"

"Huh? Oh.. um.. Of course"

"Jerk." she said as she lightly punched my shoulder, causing me to smile.

"What were you even thinking about?"

"You."

"Oh please, stop it I'm blushing." she said sarcastically.

I just laughed and pulled her closer.

"Yoongi?"

"Yeah?"

"Do you think we will be together forever?"

"Why wouldn't we be?"

"I just.. I don't know. It just came to my mind."