Baby Daddy | EXO Kai

#10: Not Today

I walked into my little office today, Kim, my assistant walked in with me handing me the reports from last week. "What schedule do we have today?" I asked her firmly. 

"GDragon has an interview and Bobby has a photoshoot, I believe." She said fumbling through the paperwork. Handing me their printed schedules. 

I took a look at them and handed them back to her. "Perfect. Is Hanbin back from the hospital? I want to go over the concept with him one more time before I waste company money on unnecessary makeup please. And ask Hanna if she already picked up the outfits for Bobby." She simply nodded and walked away. 

I sat down on my desk and went over my face charts on the makeup and clothes that would be provided and sponsored by Louis Vuitton, I think. I sighed, I don't even know anymore. 

Knock. Knock. "HELLO Momma Bear!" Daesung sang as he walked in, all smiles as always. 

"Hey, Dae. What's going on?" I smiled and chuckled at his silliness. 

He sat down and put his feet up on my desk, I raised a brow and he cowered and laughed, dropping a few papers on my desk. "I wanted to go over the concept in Japan, for my concert." 

I looked at him questionably picking up the papers, "Um, I'm not part of this. You know that." I put the papers down and looked at him. 

He grabbed my hands, "Mama Bear, will you take this concept and make it a reality. Will you go with me to Japan?" 

"Get down on one knee and a ring, and then i'll think about it." I chuckled, removing my hands. "I have a son, a teenaged son. With hormones and wanting to put things where they shouldn't go, if you know what I mean. He needs me, filming starts next week and I need to prepare him. He hasn't a life in front of a camera. You know? I can't leave him here alone. Especially, knowing the idiot that took part in the making knows who he is." 

I swear at that moment, I have never seen his eyes so big. "HE KNOWS?! HOW?"

I shrugged, "I don't even know, I mean it's kind of inevitable don't you think? I mean they have the same damn face!" I sighed and ruffled my hair. "I didn't sign up for this. He called me last night, morning I should say.. He asked if he could see him and meet with him as if he didn't kick me out of his home when I told him? Or blocked my number and deleted me off everything completely erasing himself from my life. If he bought him a bag of fucking diapers once every 6 months, maybe I'd consider it. But I got nothing, my own parents kicked me out of their home. I had to sleep for months at the church home, I had to sleep with drug addicts, alcoholics, prostitutes... do you have any idea how scared I was? A 17 year old pregnant teen, who was barely getting through high school trying to get over morning sickness during passing period and lunch." 

He simply smiled, "And look at you now. Your son is the most handsome guy I've ever met and sweetest. I should of helped you, I knew you were in trouble." 

I smirked, "I know you put 10,000 dollars in my bank account when Etu turned a year old." 

He didn't look at me, "I had to. That was the best I could do." 

"It worked, so well. I made a career out of makeup and styling. Thanks to that, I got my start. I bought a home for us. I could actually buy him decent food and clothes." I started to tear up. "I can't let Jongin see him, when he's done nothing to deserve it." 

Daesung got up and hugged me, I leaned my head on his chest and began to sob. I never talked about my struggle with being a teen mom. I never talked about the sadness I faced in order to be where I am today. I never talked about anything. What if he decides to see him? Or talk to him? They're going to be filmed and I'll be damned if anyone finds out.

Bang

I looked up and found Etu, staring at me. His eyes were red and swollen. His face, I don't think I could ever forget that face. The face of disappointment. "Mom?"