Chapter 13

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Nicole's P.O.V

Its been 2 months since Kendrick and I hooked up and started dating. And its weird but, I liked it better when he and I were just friends flirting. I still love him but the love is hard to show now. Its like kiss me here but don't kiss me there. Sit on me when I'm with the bros but when I'm with the ho's try to sit three seats down from me. I don't know and I don't want to think it but I think Kendrick was cheating on me.

"Whats up?"

"Oh, everything goods, Kendrick, you"

"Great,great"

"Not like I wanna get in your grill but, where were you last night?"

"Home chilling with Q, Rock and Soul, what happened?"

"You and I supposed to hang out last night. and I tried calling and texting you but guess you were busy"

"Yeah you know, after I signed with dre, im kinda busy"

"But you've been signed with him for eight months, why are you suddenly busy when I started dating you"

"You think I'm cheating on you"

"If you want to imply that Kendrick, go right ahead"

He hugged me and kissed my forehead.

"Bae, I would never do something like that to you, trust me I just been really busy."

Call me stupid but I believed him. We continued walking hand in hand although every time he saw and girl he would let go of it and act like he was calling someone or do anything to try and play it off.

I didn't take it personally, once I had Kendrick, my life was complete.

"So Nic, you wanna hang out after school" he asked

"I wais but I have classes then Cheerleading. But, I'm available tomorrow."

"Studio day" he said doing a puppy dog face. 

Ever since we started dating, I realized how much our schedules varied.

"Wait, babe isn't that concert you had in L.A that always got postponed this Saturday"

Kendrick's P.O.V

It was true the concert I had in L.A was this Saturday, did I want Nicole to come? Hell nah. I invited some girls to come and chill. Nothing serious, but I knew if I told Nicole that I had invited them it would turn into something it wasn't. And the last thing I wanted to do was lose her. Even if I didn't act like that. Plus I invited her 'friends' from cheerleading and Sherane. What I liked about Sherane was she aways showed me a good time, unlike Nicole who had to be persuaded to actually do something.

"Yeah it is this Saturday, but I don't want you to come".

"Oh, why not" she was obviously hurt.

"No,no,no don't take it the wrong way, I just don't want you to get hurt. Some real thugs gonna be out there and I don't want my girl to get hurt especially since I wouldn't be able to do something."

"Why wont you be able to do something"

"Cause I gonna be performing bae"

I wasn't completely lying. Just fixing up the truth.

"Oh ok babe. Thanks for looking out for me. Make sure you get someone to record it, I wanna see it when you get back" she kissed my cheek just as the bell rang. She was obviously hurt.

I know I was wrong for what I did, but a man needs some fun. Well a boy.

Nicole's P.O.V

Kendrick had to be an ass to think I wasn't going. He was a really good boyfriend to put me before things, but I wouldn't miss this for the world. After school tomorrow (which will be Friday) I was gonna head out into L.A to go shopping. Had to wear something sexy and on Saturday, I'm breaking out of my shell. Kendrick deserved a lady in the streets but she should be allowed to turn into a freak sometimes right?

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