Say My Name ( A Kendrick Lamar Love Story)

Chapter 17

Kendrick's P.O.V

After I performed the last song, Sing about me, all I could think about was what I just did and Nicole. I really felt bad for what I just did and I wanted to call her and just let her know how much I love her.

With all the cheering, I scanned the room and noticed a girl crying. She seemed really hurt. So I told my team to give her a back stage pass so she and I could talk for a while and I could find out what the problem was. I guess I could be the only reason she was crying. Shit girls crying for me, sold out arenas, I think I could really get used to this.

Nicole's P.O.V

I still couldn't full grasp what I just witnessed. Kendrick didn't want me to come so he could cheat on me. And I thought I really loved him, wait I really did love him. I guess the feeling wasn't mutual. As i was there collecting my thoughts this mid aged lady handed me a backstage pass and said Kendrick saw me crying and wanted to talk to me. What the hell my 'boyfriend' didnt even recognize me. The promoter of the show spoke for about twenty minutes then the peopler began to file out of the arena. Only about 15 people stood int he line for backstage so i was going to go in and get this over with.

After everyone was finished i handed my pass to the security and took in a deep breath. This going to be the last personal conversation between kendrick and i, and i was kinda nervous.

The same lady that gave me the pass led me to his dressing room. She probably saw how nervous i was so she told me whenever i was ready i could just knock and go in. i stood at the door thinking about what i would say and soon built up the courage to enter the room.

I knocked and before anyone could say who is it i was in. Gosh i wished i had waited. Sherane was kissing Kendrick and was giving him this mega lap dance, and until i cleared my throat i doubted they realized that i was in the room.

"Babe what the fuck are you doing here" Kendrick said jumping up and pushing Sherane off of him.

"You know, to support my boyfriend" I said while tears poured out of my eyes.

"Um, can you guys give us so space" Kendrick said rushing the people out the room.

He offered me a drick but i declined.

"Nic what you saw just now-"

I cut him off.

" What i saw was my boyfriend cheating on me. Kendrick you came out here to cheat on me. Really. Was sex what you wanted, because I'm sure I gave it to you. And with all people Sherane. Were you two always fucking behind my back." I siad practically screaming with tears everywhere. Inew my makeup had more than smuged and i didn't fucking care.

"Nicole this was the first time i ever hooked up with Sherane and what do you mean we had sex."

"WHAT THE FUCK YOU DON'T EVEN REMEMBER YOUR AN ASSWHOLE" I said slapping him.

"The night i came to your place to study ( not feeling like typing all of this so refer to chapters 6 and 7) 

Author's Note: This next part is never before read. Its like the after math of chapter 6. Hope you enjoy it.

Still Nicole's P.O.V

Then we were laying out on the couch and it was boring as fuck. So you told me where your dad kept his beer, and you ordered Louis' Burgers. We drank and both of us were drunk, and we had sex. I woke up before you and when I realized what we did I left quickly to make it seem like nothing ever happened. I don't know if you were drunk or if you're just really stupid."

"So Nicole why did you make it seem like you had a dream huh." he said shouting.

"Because I didn't know if you loved me. And I wasn't going to tell someone I didn't feel loved me I fucked them so he could tell all his friends I'm some type of hoe."

"So I'm sorry for hurting you Nicole, you have to believe me, I'm gonna protect you. I love you" he said kissing my lips.

"Yeah well someone else is gonna have to love me and you child" I said pushing him off of me staring him deep in the eyes.

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN CHILD" Kendrick said confused.

"I'm pregnant Kendrick."

"How the fuck can you be pregnant"

"Um when you have sex without protection, things happen" I said in a sarcastic voice.

"You really think this is the time for games, wait I doubt this child is even mine" he said.

"What the fuck you calling me some type of hoe Kendrick. Like really" I said.

"Well when you have a boyfriend and sneaking around with some guy named Nat I guess that's all I can label you as" He said.

"What the fuck, I'm glad I'm ending this relationship, because it shows you never listened to me. How many times did I talk about my sister Natalie, and told you her nickname was Nat" I said slapping him again. "And you know what, you don't have to worry about me or MY child again, because we are moving with 'NAT' to L.A so both of us will be out of your head."

"Nico-"

"And Kendrick don't call my fucking phone again because I think we now both regret the day we met each other. But you know what I hate the most that I had a crush on you since elementary school, and I thought you could actually love me. Like my dad said fairytales only happen in movies"

"Nicole wait-"

"Goodbye Kendrick, Monday will be my last day in school, and hopefully the last day I ever see your ugly, stupid lying face again."

And with that I turned into the single and pregnant ninth grader. I guess it was something in me and Nicki's friendship.