Say My Name ( A Kendrick Lamar Love Story)

Chapter 16

Nicole's P.O.V

The trip to Malibu was amazing. I met up with family old friends and had a nice long walk on the beach. I remember doing all these things with my mom. Dad would usually be at work and Natalie was always hanging out with friends. It was one of the only times me and my mom had one on one conversations. No matter all the pain that re-entered my mind, it was quickly chased out by the thought that Kendrick was going to show the world what he was about. I remembered when I used to watch him everyday making up rhymes, from starting of with twinkle twinkle little star beats, to creating his own. Although I was only in his life for what some may call a short time, it feels like I've been with him since day 1.

My thought session was soon interrupted when my phone vibrated telling me it was time to head back into central L.A to get ready for an unforgettable night.

 Kendrick's P.O.V

I love Nicole, but I needed this. Sherane and her bitch ass friends were looking fine as hell. God, I was so happy Nicole wasn't here if she saw this, our relationship, or friendship our everything was finished. Can you imagine losing the one you love because of a chemical attraction. I knew she wasn't ready so I never asked if I could have sex with her but what about my needs. The more I thought about this the more I wanted to cancel the whole thing and go back home to my baby. But then I remembered this Nat nigga, and the desire for me to fuck every bitch that passed me came back again.

2 hours later (11:30)

The show was on fire Q (Yup the drug dealer. He changed his life) and three of his friends of his friends Soul, Rock and Isaiah. And his beautiful sister SZA had hypened the show and it was finally my turn to get on the fucking stage.

Nicole's P.O.V

I arrived to the show a bit late I saw the middle of Q's performance, and it was pretty good. I didn't know Q could actually do good with his life. And yet again, I was proven wrong. After Q ran off the stage the entire arena went pitch black. It was scary at first, but then I heard people chanting Kendrick and I knew it was baby's time to perform.

His performance was beautiful. I was excited, especially when he announced a song for the love of his life. I was still confused why he didn't want me here. I made my way through the crowd and I was walking to the foot of the stairs before I was stopped by security. I was about start a big argument and scream for Kendrick to come. But then he did the unthinkable

"Sherane, girl bring your fat ass out here" Kendrick said while Sherane walked on the stage with this skanky dress on. The fuck, I was played by the love of my life.

Suddenly the room started spinning, I saw the day my mom died, I saw the day my sister left, I saw when my dad went on those long trips and I was left to take care of my self. Then before me stood the only person I thought I could trust, Kendrick Duckworth. I became filled with tears and honestly I didn't care what anyone said I was hurt. My life always has mystery huh.