one of the first nights jacob spent with me was something to remember.
my parents and siblings weren't home, therefore we had the house to ourselves.
we were both nervous,
even for little things.
"do you wanna watch a movie?" i asked him, sitting down on the end of my bed.
"sure," he slid off his shoes and sat next to me, later laying down and getting comfortable.
i decided to do the same
and laid down beside him.
i turned on the television and opened netlix on it, scrolling through the movies until we both agreed on something to watch.
he convinced me into watching 'the babadook' even though i was scared out of my mind to watch it.
i've never liked scary movies, and jacob just so happened to love them.
half way through the movie,
we had made it into the cuddling position.
jacob's arm was under me and my head was rested on his chest,
our legs were also tangled together.
"jay." i whispered, looking up at him.
his eyes were still staring at the screen, at the part where the mother was starting to go crazy.
"hm tro?" he asked, eyes trailing down to meet mine.
"can we watch something else?" my voice lightly shook, it was embarrassing that i was getting this scared because of some dumb movie.
"are you sure?"
"yeah."
he took the remote in his hands and turned the movie off.
"what do you want to watch?" he asked me.
"maybe nothing right now." i said and he nodded, although the room was dark i could still see his face.
he turned the power off to the television and positioned himself so he was laying on his side,
looking at me with his head rested against the palm of his hand.
i grabbed my phone beside me and turned on music, i hated being in complete silence sometimes.
'technicolour beat' by oh wonder was playing gently.
i set my phone back down and looked over at the gorgeous boy beside me.
"jacob," i whispered as he positioned himself so that he was above me. "you're really-really..nice."
i felt myself blush,
did i really just say that?
"nice?" he chuckled.
"i meant to say cute."
"cute?"
"hot."
the corner of his mouth lifted up, showing me his very attractive smirk.
"you think so?" his eyebrows raised.
"mhm." i mumbled.
he lowered his face towards mine, and attached his lips to my own.
my hands found their way to jacob's hair, holding him towards me.
he lightly bit at my bottom lip causing me to gasp, which gave him access to letting his tongue roam in my mouth.
i whimpered when he unattached his mouth from my own,
but afterwards that was made up for when he attached his soft lips to my pale neck.
i bit my lip to refrain from moaning when he sucked gently at the sweet spot on my neck, below my ear.
his hot breath sent shivers onto my body, everywhere.
i was overwhelmed with how good the feeling was.
i knew before long that i would be embarrassingly hard in my jeans if we weren't to stop, but i couldn't find myself wanting to.
i wanted to be pleasured by jacob,
and i wanted to pleasure him back.
