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Chapter 25

  October 31, 2019; Thursday

Kanina pa ako nasa kwarto ko. Kwarto ko, hindi sa kwarto namin ni thomas. 

Kahapon, i decided to sleep here not in his room.

Naiinis ako sakanya! Palagay ko may tinatago siya sa akin. 

I saw him crying yesterday, i don't even know why. He won't tell.

Kapag tinatanong ko siya, sasabihin lang niyang okay siya o kaya walang prolema.

Kami pa yung naglokohan?! 

Hinihintay ko nalang ma-fully charge yung cellphone ko para ma-check ko yung mga messages.

Matagal tagal ko na kasi itong hindi nachecheck since kakabigay lang ni thomas yung charger kahapon ng gabi.

I did not ate my breakfast and now it is almost lunch time pero hindi pa ako nagugutom

As if on cue, i heard the him knocked the door

"Ara, please, kumain ka na" he said and i can feel na kakaiyak lang niya

Ano ba kasing nangyayari sakanya?!

"Please,ara" batid sakanya ang pag-aalala

I cant help it, kaya i opened the door.

I looked at him and he look very tired

Did he cried all night?!

"Bakit ganyan mukha mo?"  i asked 

"h-ha?" tanong niya

Ayan nanaman siya eh!

"Here we go again, thom. Please say the truth panangawa mo na" i said and i couldn't help but cry.

I love him! Ayokong nagkakaganito siya!

"Ara, wala ito"

"The hell, thomas! You kept on saying wala ito pero alam nating pareho na may problema!" i said at napapikit siya

Shit, nasigawan ko siya

"I-im s-sorry, thom" agad kong saad at niyakap siya

Shit, that was very wrong, victonara

"Di ko sinasayda" i said and started crying even hard

"I just hate seeing you like that" 

Akala ko magagalit siya, but i was completely wrong. He hugged me and kissed me in my temple.

He did not speak but i know he is not mad. Ramdam ko

Nagulat ako nang buhatin niya akong parang bata, agad akong tumigil sa pag-iyak at nagtaka

"Kakain ka ha" he said with a smirk

What the hell, thomas!

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I'm currently eating my lunch and i can see thomas staring at me. Simula nung kumain ako nakatitig nalang siya, though kumakain din naman siya pero kasi!

Kinikilig ako! Charrr

Nang masubo ko na ang pinakahuling pagkain sa plato ko agad akong tumayo at inilagay ang plato sa lababo at hinugasan

Habang naghuhugas, nakarinig ako ng mga yapak kaya agad akong tumalikod.

I was right, pagkatlikod ko ay nasa harap ko na siya.