Loyal

~Feelings! And Party~

Xareia

Today I am meeting up w// Try'von! Because he wants to talk about things from the past that he thinks he could have done better or regrets. So we are meeting up at IHOP for breakfast with Chaz!

At IHOP....

"Hey!" Try'von said reaching for a hug

"Hi!' I said rejecting the hug

"O, so now! No mo hugs fo a nigga!" he whined

"Yes, but not for you!" I said looking down at my phone

"All I wanted to know is why you brought me and my daughter here?" I added

"First of all, I'm starting to catch feelings for you!" He said

"No,no, I don't need any of this bs from you" I semi-yelled

"No, just listen! I know when we had first got together in your mind, I was the perfect guy, the nigga you wanted to marry, the nigga you wanted to have your kids with and the nigga that would be by my side! I know I fucked up, bu-" He said getting cut off by me

"No, I'm still hearing bull! If you knew you fucked up, you would've came back! Goddamit, I was in the same place where we fucked! If you fucked up, you would've been at your daughters birth. The only one was my aunt! Do know how it feels only having one person support you, do you know how it feels to be kicked out of your parents house just 15 years old, do you know how it feels to be living with your aunt because your parents don't want to be bothered with you, no you don't, so saying you fucked up! You would've been there all those times knowing that you fucked up!" I semi-yelled while crying

"I understand!" He said

"No Try, stop saying that you fucking understand! You haven't gone what I've been thru so you can't say that!" I said getting that out the way

"Ok, but is this my daughter!" He asked looking confused

"Yes!" I said holding her

"Can I see her?" he asked holding his arms out

I handed her to him without saying a word

"Hi, daddy's girl!" he teased

"Are you my daddy!" Chaz asked

"Yes, I am!" Try answered

Try'veon

"Xareia, I love you!" I told her

"If you loved me you wouldna left me!" she told me wiping away the tears on her cheek

"Baby, I miss you and Chaz" i whined to her

"I still love you, I can't hide that, but we can't and never will be together! You never knew Chaz existed until the other day!"she told me

"Just call me later, enjoy your breakfast! And we'll see you next time!" she said taking Chaz away from me and leaving

Chaz

you may think that ion know what's going on w// mommy and daddy but I do! I hate seeing mommy mad she gets in a mood where she doesn't like to speak to anyone! So i will talk to her bout it!

"Mommy" I ask her

"Yes,baby!" she replies

"I dont want to see yo mad again!" I told her

"Aww, I love you Chaz!" she said hugging me

"I wuv yhu too mommy!" I hugged her back

Xareia