Heartaches did this to me. I just wanna hide those pains that still linger in my heart. Just wanna escape those sleepness nights I can't sleep coz I'm badly hurt. I'm just tired of crying releasing no tears. I'm just tired of fighting against my feelings because of these fears. I'm tired of thinking too much nonsense thoughts. Although my inside likes to shout you are my greatest loss.
Heartaches are the root of my failure. He left me broken, unconscious and dying without any cure. If I am not mistaken those heartaches that he left, permanently lives. Lives and marks on my heart. Now it become a scar that triggers me everyday to cry. Now tell me how can I remove this painful mark of the past? When all I could do is pray all over again that our love will be back but will never last?
I took too much of that life sucking drugs. Now here I am overdozed and need your hugs. Hugs that will keep me warm in the cold of the night. As the flakes of snow continuously falls, I don't care as long as I am in your arms. Making sure that everthing won't do any harm. But still I'm just imagining that you'll do it again. And all I could do is just silently talk to the wind. Until I woke up. Woke up with the truth that you're now gone and will never get back.
Those heartaches that I've written. Those pains that I've been hiding. All those sleepness nights that I'm crying. Those unfinished stories without endings. I've been looking for clues that may help just to be with you again. But I guess this is just a hopeless romantic in me saying.
"I'm letting you go. But deep inside in my heart I know I'm still your heroine and you're hero."
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BINABASA MO ANG
Floating Words, Floating Rhymes
Poetry"Drink up the beauty and bleed out the poetry."
