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UNPUZZLED ACRONYMS

UNPUZZLED ACRONYMS

Eversince I saw you there was something I felt inside. Maybe just a little bit of nervousness that made me shiver outside.

My heart skip a beat. The unusual rhythm of my heart and pulse rate. Reach to the point that I can't easily breath.

Mixed emotions that I rarely feel. But when ever I see you my tongue stuck in that I couldn't tell. Couldn't tell that I like you in a way that I love your attitude. You make me feel secured and help me escape this world of solitude.

Just a second my world started to change. Waking up each and every morning with you inside my head. And before I'm gonna jump out of bed, my inner system just want to scream, for goodness! You are just my elusive dream! But sleeping at night I will just close my eyes and think that you are here by my side. Whispering in my ear and hugging me tight.

One morning I woke up with a tear in my eye. You wanna know the reason? Seeing you with another that's the reason why you make me cry.

Sometimes I want to tell you about this damn feelings of mine. Of how happy I am when I always see your smile. But I'm no too tough to talk to you. Coz this silly heart always say the words that I can't accept and do. "Just move on. Coz he will never loves you."

Having this kind of feeling is just a normal part of being inlove. My world revolves around you yet you don't believe that it is true.

Undying admiration. Long lasting feeling that I will forever treasure. In my heart you can be safe here, you will feel no pain coz I know how to take good care. I know how to heal your wounded heart. Yet little did I know mine will forever gonna hurt.

And keep on chasing the obstacles just to be with you darling. I know that you and me was invalid in the same books of feelings.

Sweet and sour, our lovestory just ended failed and tragic. Like the lovestory of Orpheus and Eurydice that I used to read without fairytales and magic.

As well as the heart that isn't fit together. Though we try our best to fold it in the middle, but still we can't be together.

Now that you're far away from me. It doesn't mean that my feelings for you were now faded and free. It will not leave and will not be gone. Coz for me, you are still the number one. I always look up on the setting and rising of the sun, hoping that you'll be back again to give our lovestory a second chance.

Til the day that the destiny will write the best ending for us. I am expecting that you and me will gonna meet in the last. For I'm still stuck on you, and you don't know it. I'm still striving to live and your name is what my heart beats.

I know you're reading this by now. And probably you will just scroll it down. Always remember, the one who loves you more than anyone else except you. This is me. The girl who can't stop falling for you.

Like the a river that runs dry every drought but runs alive when it rains. I will never stop reminding myself, I will wait for you til you came.

Like a teardrops of my own tears flowing when I see you walking through the rain. Just give me time and I will wash away the pain.

And I hope when the right person comes to me, it will be you. I don't need someone new. Just come back again and let me show that I deserve your heart, you deserve to be loved by me. But if you still refused, then I will set you free.

Nothing's  left under the sewer but a broken and wounded heart of mine. No remedy, nor total medical attention. All I need is you and it will heal easily. Coz no matter how many times you push me away and break mh heart into million pieces, I will never go away. I don't choose you, but my heart will always do. It is my heart who found the person who is perfect in my view.

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