Floating Words, Floating Rhymes

TE AMO

Dedicated to someone...

"Te amo..."

I whisper to the winds as he brought my unspoken words to the land of your frozen heart. I manage to run. I manage to walk away. But I realize I just can't and I would not. Instead I am here stuck and get caught.

Caught by your stunning spell. And I too get frozen in your cold world unable to escape coz I dunno how to dwell. Dwell with the pain you've caused. So tell me if I were gone will I be your greatest lost? Hope so. I'm hoping that your frozen heart will gonna reach its melting point too. Coz you dunno how deep I'm inlove with you.

I'm drowning with my feelings. I dunno how to swim to these lonely ocean of broken dream. I'm falling and dunno how to fly without your wings. Please save me from drowning. Please catch me from being broken. Those feelings that you've stolen. Those sparkless eyes that will never be forgotten. Will always remain here in the bottom of my heart. Eventhough the land of yours is silently tearing me apart.

I can manage. I can manage to struggle and fight just to embrace you despite of the coldness of the night. Offering you my life is just a shallow part of my partly dead ocean of love. So please come to my warm embrace and I will hold you tight.

Tears automatically fall from my eyes as I see you struggle from breaking the ice. Ice that made you frozen from being rejected by the one you love. As I see you walking step by step ahead of me. You dunno how much it mean, to the point I just whisper again to the wind.

"Gracias..."

Now that you are here one step closer to me. I can hold you now. I can say the unspoken truth that I keep for so many years. And now you are here ready to wipe my soon to be frozen tears.

I can now dwell with the coldness of your eyes. I can now stand along with these melting ice. I will no longer search for your mysterious trace just to take me to your frozen land. Coz now you will walk with me in the aisle with holding hands. I will no longer cry for your hugs and warm kisses. Coz you are now here with me trying to grant my wishes.

And lastly baby, I realized I don't need to break your frozen walls just to let me in. Becoz for you to notice me I should've just enter the door you forgot to lock and let me win.

I will always whisper to the invisible wind...

"Te amo..." For there is no true love that can be seen. It is beyond the horizon of your loving heart. It is  behind the word of every lines. It is hidden with harmony, tunes and rhymes.

"I love you..."

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