Half a heart
Chapter 6
I held on to him with all my heart. I would not let him go like he let me.
Relationships are supposed to have ups and downs, that's just the way life and love goes. If everyone was in a perfect relationship all the time we wouldn't know pain, and if we didn't know pain we wouldn't know joy.
And I'm glad I felt both with him.
"Your so cute when your mad." He poked my side.
"You always let the girl win." I joked. He just let me play video games with him and I almost dominated. But being the little cheat he was he had to win.
"I'm sorry, now come on, let's play." He put his arm around me.
I looked at his green eyes. I bit my lip. I couldn't stay mad at him.
"Fine, but if I lose..." I smiled angrily and grabbed the control.
"Yaheah!" He pumped his hand. I laughed.
He let me win. At 10 we walked to my house.
"Listen I know I've said it like a million times already but I am sorry about what happened. I love you and you know that. Right?" He said.
I smiled. "I love you too." I grabbed his hand and he pulled me into a hug. His warmth lightening me from the cold.
"And this time I promise not to let you break." He said kissing my cheek.
"And I promise not to shatter." I said sneaking a kiss.
He smiled.
"Goodnight bailey."
"Goodnight Zach." I said waving.
I entered my room and collapsed on the bed.
I sat up looking at my arms.
God your a mess bailey! These aren't canvases of art, there victims of pain and memories of torture
They've only made your life worse.
Get rid of those blades for good.
I stood up and grabbed the box of blades.
Each one was labeled.
One for bullying
One for a broken heart
One for self bullying
And one for ending it all.
I closed the box as a tear rolled down my face.
Your not sad bailey.
Your leaving behind the sad memories and pushing in new ones.
New memories with Zach.
I slightly smile and walk to the bathroom.
I sit in front of the toilet holding the box.
My mom must've heard me because she walked in shortly after
"Honey, I thought you stopped that!"
"Mom wait, I'm not cutting watch."
She stood in the doorway as i threw away my pain.
I opened the lid and one by one dropped a blade into the toilet.
My moms hand flew to her mouth.
I stood up to flush away the hurt. I flushed away all the misery.
My mom hugged me.
"I'm so proud of you."
YOU ARE READING
Half a heart
Novela JuvenilBailey can't help herself from cutting her wrists. After all she's only been bullied and has nothing better to do with her life. She's alone. So when a boy comes to her school and is treated like her, she finds a new friend and possibly something mo...
