Everything Changes

Chapter 17

Thomas Beckmann

I woke up to the sound of doctors talking, and I look up to see if katie is awake, but sadly, she's still out.

I look over where Sarah and my daughter were.

Sarah gets up and brings baby Sarah to me.

"Hey, do you want something to eat?" She asked.

"I'm not leaving her." I said sternly.

"I'll go. Do you want McDonalds or Tim Hortons?" She asked,

"They have those here in Paris?" I questioned.

"In the tourist part. Haha" She giggled.

"Mcdonals. Cinnamon melts and a large coffee please." I tell her.

"Sure thing pal." She smiled.

She waved good bye and walked out of the room.

"Hi. I don't think I've introduced myself to you yet darling." I smiled at the baby I was holding.

"I'm you're daddy. We named you Sarah. And we love you very much." I smiled.

I played with Sarah, until she fell asleep.

The beautiful sight, of her sleeping in my arms.

"Hey. I'm back" The door opened, it was Sarah.

In her hand was a McDonald's bag and she had a tray with two cups of coffee on it.

"It took me a while, because I had to use google translate to read the menu." She laughed.

"It's fine." I smiled.

She gave me my coffee and food and sat down next to me.

"I sure do miss her." She frowned. "Her body seems so lifeless."

I couldn't help, but a tear started to come when she said that.

"Shit. I'm sorry Tommy." She apologized.

"It's fine." I tried to smile.

We ate then decided to take a walk around the hospital.

The nurse took Sarah to the nursery so we roamed the hallways alone together.

"I just don't want her to go.. I almost lost her once, years ago, I'm not gonna let them take her this time." I cried.

"What do you mean it happened before?" She gasped.

"Senior year. She got hit by a car. It was all my fault, and she was in a coma for about 4-5 months. We almost lost her." I frowned.

She stayed silent.

I'm guessing she didn't know how to respond to that.

I turned to her, with sad, wet eyes.

"I just can't lose her" I started to cry.

Yes. I, Thomas Beckmann, am crying.

We took a seat on the bench outside.

I placed my head in my hands and just cried.

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Katie Atwood (Beckmann)

I can hear, but I can't see.

I can feel, but I can't move.

What happened to me...

I heard the door open, and I guessed it was Sarah and Thomas.

He grabbed my hand.

I'm now guessing it was just him with me.

"Sweetie. Please. Don't leave. We need you. I need you. Little Sarah needs you." He cried.

He's crying...

"Can I talk to you baby?" He asked.

Yes.

"I can't live in Paris anymore. I want Sarah to grow up where we grew up. In America. I also got a spot in a movie.. I know I know. Crazy right? Haha well, I was going to tell you after Sarah came. But you... Yeah, i know you can hear me, so you know what I'm talking about. I don't want to leave you two alone here in Paris. I want her to grow up in America first. California is we're my movie is shooting, and I want you two with me. You motivate me to be my best. I love you. So, if you can hear me, think about what I just said. Please." He said.

THANK GOD! I don't want to live here anymore either!

I like America more! I know Paris is the most romantic place, but I just don't want to live there.

God, I wish he could hear me..

Why can't I wake up already?!

I heard the door open and I'm guessing my bestfriend, Sarah, came in.

Thomas and her were talking and he seemed angry but let her be alone with me.

She hugged Thomas and he left.

"Hey Kat. It was hard for Thomas to let me be alone with you, but I got him to. I miss you. I miss your voice, you eyes that always gleamed so bright when you smile, your very alive personality, and your hugs. But when you wake up, you get to meet your daughter! I love how you named her after me. I'll tell you about her. She has your blue eyes, your blonde hair, your nose, but has Thomas's ears, and spaced forehead. She also has the cutest little baby smile. And once she grows up, she'll be like your little twin. Well, the doctors have to do some more tests on you right now, so I have to go. I love you kat." She spoke.

I couldn't help but smile inside.

The doctors came in. For them, they think I can't feel anything, but yes, I feel fucking everything they touch me with!

I can't wait to see light again.

All I see is darkness. I don't get how I can barely move.

I can feel everything but can't move.

I can't hear everything but I can't speak.

Can I just please wake up now?

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Hello my lovelies!

I didn't have school today, so I wrote down a lot of new ideas! :)

I don't have school tomorrow either, because of weather conditions, but all day, I'll be writing.

I hope you guys are loving the new updates!

Please comment! I want to know how much you guys like this story!

I started to make another story, but it didn't work out.

I'm just going to wait till I'm done writing. This one to start another book.

Well, goodnight my lovelies!

-delaney<3 :)