Eventually || Kim Samuel {COMPLETED}

23

I woke up alone, Samuel oppa left a note on my forehead saying that he had to go early and that I should take care of myself.I stared at the ceiling for awhile , he is such an amazing guy and I can't believe that I met him for real.

I sighed sadly, I had a really great time last night that I forgot he has other things that are more important. It was foolish of me think that I can spend one more day with him this once.Because of him, I am becoming conscious of myself.

I am such a pabo.

I marked the days on the calendar until the time that I could see him again. It was dreadful to see that it was somehow hard to wait when time felt so slow. All the articles about him was what I avoided to forget him.

I did not even know that BlackPink Jisoo was his ideal type.A very pretty girl.

Even that thought had made me feel so insecure of myself, that's why I stopped trying to find out how he was doing. 

But no matter how much I tried, I couldn't.

I never knew I would miss him so much, what I experience was probably ordinary for him that is why I have to accept the fact that we live in two different worlds.

The day came when I will be attending school again. I haven't seen him for awhile and I couldn't hide the fact that I am starting to miss him more and more. 

I wanted to see his face and not just on the television screen.

He was doing a good job like the usual and had his ups and downs too. I had wanted the time when I knew the reason about his actions personally. 

I couldn't take it . Not knowing how he was and where he went off to so I started to follow some fan accounts again for quick information.

I prepped myself for the first day of school and checked my things.I left home and kissed halmeoni goodbye and skipped to school happily.

I had to get him out of my thoughts for now. 

He's out of my reach and he's someone who deserves a kpop idol level than a girl like me.

Its sad but its the truth.

I scanned my phone and saw that his last message was so five days ago. He still keep in touch but only for a short time that it pains my heart.

Dae Hwi oppa rarely talks to me too. Their life had been very hyped that I can't reach the both of them anymore.

He felt like a stranger to now. 

It was different when I had met him constantly.

I rode the bus wearing my headphones on, the vehicle was crowded and it was a relief that I still had the chance to sit early.

"Excuse me Miss, but can you please let that ahjumma over there sit?" a familiar guy approached me.

His features was what I have totally seen somewhere.

Totally.

I nodded my head at him and gave my seat to an old woman. He gave me a cheeky smile and discovered that he was wearing the same uniform as me. 

"Wait, you look really familiar." I stared at him once more and scanned clues trying to figure out who he was.

"I believe that you wouldn't remember me." his blonde hair and cute features was totally significant.

I thought hard and took glances at him.
The moment when I realized who he was made me gasp in shock.

"Justin?" he nodded at me.

Gosh.

Justin of Yuehua entertainment goes to the same school as me.

"I did not recognize you." his blonde hair was the same but it was not styled and just went along his forehead.

"Well yeah, I did not expect anything anyway." he had sounded disappointed and I totally felt bad.

I met him twice when I was with my brother. He only did a short greeting to me and disappeared though.Not much interaction happened between the both of us.

"I'm sorry. I'm just not myself these days." we went out of the bus and the school was now a few meters away.

"So we go to the same school now?" I nodded my head at him.

We neared the gates and saw that Justin was popular. It's expected because he's a  trainee and he joined Produce 101.

"I guess I understand why I was eliminated now." a grin appeared across his face.

I looked at him confused and scanned that all of the students were looking at him.

"What?" 

"Being eliminated is not so bad after all." he gave me a genuine smile and sprinted away from me. 

I remained there dumbfounded by his actions.

Time for a new school.

I'll have new experiences and new people in my life in a while.

I hope you're doing well too, Samuel oppa.

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Hi guys, I am so sorry that it takes me a day or two to update now. Its just  that a lot of events happened and I kept on going from place to place. I wanted to update so much but I just got the chance now. Thank you always for your constant support for this book. Please don't stop supporting Samuel too. I really appreciate it when you give me feedbacks.

Also, I have another book which is the Produce 101 s2 imagines. You can request a scenario that you want there. You are much welcome to do so . 

Love you all. 

-Authornim