Eventually || Kim Samuel {COMPLETED}

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BRACE YOURSELVES.
ITS GOING TO BE ONE HELL OF A RIDE.I HOPE ALL YOUR FEELS WILL EXPLODE.

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| Samuel |

"Please don't leave." she just confessed her heart to me. I wanted to talk to her so bad and I am afraid that she will take another step and not listen to me.

I couldn't believe it. I was really worried after she didn't talk to me all this time, all of this is making me confused.It wasn't sinking in.

"I have to." I could tell that she had started to cry from the sound of her voice.I wanted to hug her right there.

I wanted to bury her face in my chest and let out everything that she has been bottling inside.

"Why? After what you said?" I stepped closer towards her silently so that she wouldn't know.

"Yes. So please, I can't face you right now." I was now behind her.

I wanted to wrap my arms around her, I wanted to make her feel like she's the most beautiful girl in the world.

"Please look at me." I had let it out like a cry, It sounded so faint and weak when I tugged at her shirt.

I was afraid that if I do something bizarre, she would run away from me again.

She said she liked me. 

It sounded so unreal coming out of her mouth. 

"Why? It's not like you can return my feelings. You can reject me on another day so I'll leave." she was laughing sarcastically.

I didn't like how she doubted herself. She was different.

"I can." I never knew that it was going to be today.

I was planning to tell her everything in a special way, practicing my lines as much as I could. It was more nerve-wracking than performing too.I never felt so nervous all my life.I couldn't believe that she opened up first, it was supposed to be me. But still it was not important right now, the fact  that she feels the same way made me speechless.

I hugged her from behind, closing my eyes and savoring the moment.I knew that it was not right to like her, I was married to her by paper but it seems like my heart is getting taken too.

Hugging her made me feel at ease, it was a relief that she didn't push me away.I was certain that she could feel my heart beating rapidly. Her heart too was beating as fast as mine , it made me smile to know that our heart were so close to each other and it felt so perfect. 

She fell silent, her scent was so overwhelming that I buried my face on her neck.I felt her flinch at my actions but then relaxed.I hugged her tightly , not planning to let go any second.

"Can't you feel it?My heart goes crazy for you." I was too shy to face her and it was a good thing to bury my face.

She smelled so nice that I didn't want to let go.

"You're lying. Please don't do this to me." she tried to get away from my gasp.

I didn't want to let her go just yet, this moment is too precious to stop.

"I'm not." I mustered up the courage and broke away from the hug.

I made her turn around and look at me, she was not obeying at first but she gave in and made me lock eyes with her. 

Those eyes that made me get lost, stared back at me. Tears were still visible in her eyes so I wiped each tear away.

I breathed heavily and became serious.

"I like you, Lee Dana." she gasped in surprise.

She looked very cute looking so flushed.Her cheeks had turned so red and she stammered. Her face shined brightly, the sunlight is not helping me because she looks very breath-taking right now.

"Are you really saying the truth?" her deep orbs looked at me with concern and I wanted to kiss her right there.

Her plump lips wasn't helping either. 

"Yes, I was planning to tell you bravely but you beat me to it." I scratched my neck in embarrassment.

I'm the guy. It's supposed to be me doing these things.

"I though you didn't feel the same way." she looked more bright now, I can see the glint in her eyes coming back than when she first saw me.

"I thought like that with you too." I was worried because I must have crossed the line when I sang her the song. 

Especially what I did afterwards.

I could remember her sleeping face, she looked so at peace and I was very afraid to touch her. I remembered how nervous I felt caressing her pale face hoping that she wouldn't wake up.She seemed so fragile and beautiful but I couldn't help myself that night. I held her hand and planted a kiss on her forehead until I woke up early in the morning.

I never wanted to leave her sleeping,spending my days with her felt more right. However, I shouldn't throw away the fact that I was going to reach my dream.I had to choose between the two.

I realized that I have to prove myself worthy first, I should face her when I can be responsible for her. I don't see her as someone temporary. When I decide on something, I make sure that it's long term and worth it.

"So, are we good now?" I looked at her hoping for reassurance.

"We're better than ever ." I saw her smile for the first time in a while , it was like watching a once in a lifetime picture.

"I like you." a grin appeared on my face, I was the happiest guy in the world saying those words to the girl who deserves it.

"I like you too, Kim Samuel." her words sounded like a melody in my ears.

She swung her arms on my neck and I wrapped my hands on her waist. My eyes are probably the only thing that can be seen right now because of the way I am dressed but it's better because no sasaeng fan would recognize me.We were very close to each other , I could feel her breath against mine, it felt so perfect that I wished it wouldn't end.

"Shall we?" she nodded her head and agreed with my actions.

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Hi so uhm, what do you think?It's a gift from me, guys. I'm so sorry for being away for too long. A full chapter of Samuel's perspective might make your day, I'm hoping so.Feedbacks please?They help me a lot.

Love you all.

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