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Special Chapter

|Justin|

"Jaemin-ah," I stared at the girl who was in front of me.

Her uncomfortable expression made me feel so angry at myself. Why did she have to be this beautiful that I can't help but admire her.

"If you want to tell me something, say it now cause I'm leaving." The coldness in her voice made me bite my lip in worry.

It's all my fault for causing her so much discomfort. I avoided her too, just because of this stupid feelings of mine.

"I'm sorry," I felt so weak in front of her.

One aegyo from her can make me break all my walls down and my heart thump crazily.

If only I did not develop these feelings I have, this wouldn't happen.

"Sorry?" she sarcastically laughed at me.

She's so hurt. My heart was crushed into pieces seeing her so angry at me.

"Yes. I'm so sorry for being a jerk. I did something I shouldn't have then avoiding you right after." I hear her soft sniffing , her eyes had become watery and so was mine.

"Please don't cry." My voice came out as shaky but I didn't care.

I came too far in trying to bury my feelings that I hurt her instead.

Why did it have to ve you Jaemin.

"Cry? You're the one who's crying." I became surprised at her words and touched my cheek.

I really was crying,the wet tears dripping down my face continuously and I felt so pathetic crying in front of her.

"I'm crying?" I wanted to always be tough for her.

That she would atleast see me as a guy for once and not just a friend only.

But here I am now, crying in front of her.

"Stop those tears." I feel her warm hands caressing my cheeks and wiping the tears away.

I stiffened at her gesture and I didn't know what to say.

Her eyes stared deeply into mine,full of concern despite the fact that I had done something wrong.

"Why are you still so good to me?" Her face softened seeing me so confused.

Gosh. She's making me want to hug her in my arms.

"It's because I knew you had a reason for it." her voice sounded so tender when she said those words and removed her hand on my cheek.

"You're still forgiving me?" I felt so surprised.

Although I wanted her to forgive me for being such a jerk, I realized how much of a fool that I have been and I deserve to be deprived of her forgiveness.

"Yes." I was losing my control.

She's triggering me with my feelings even when she's just talking in front of me.

I didn't want to say it this way, I wanted to do it properly witb the help of Dana.

However, things happened when we accidentally kissed each other until we avoided both our presences and then Lee Dana leaving the country.

Everything was happening all at once that I couldn't cope up with all the stress eating me.

I had training too, my trainers had been constantly scolding me for not giving enough attention to my practice and I'm a bit on the edge.

"This is why I never wanted to befriend you." I spurted the words out in desperation.

She was taken aback with what I said. She probably took it as an insult.

"What?" The disappointment in her voice was far too visible.

"I never wanted to make you my friend because I knew I would get in trouble." I sighed deeply thinking about all the times I secretly watch her figure when were together.

"I don't understand you." she stared right into my eyes and she was on the verge of tears.

This girl in front of me is not perfection, but she is everything a guy could ever ask for.

"It's so hard to nor like you, okay?" It was so hard to voice those words out.

I felt like I wanted to hude forevee and not let her see me again after saying those words.

What happened to the cool Justin? His heart was shaken up by a girl named Jaemin.

She didn't utter a word but got lost in her thoughts instead.

"Jaemin?What's wrong?" I examined her face in worry after she zoned out.

"Were you telling the truth?" her words cane out like an audible cry.

She bit her lip in return and acted so cutely.

"Yes." It was now or never anyway.

"Really?" A smile appeared on her face for the first time in a while.

"Really." And I was doing the same thing too.

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I hoped you like the Justin chapter.Any thoughts or comments guys? I'll gladly accept them.

I'm certain that you must also be excited for ny baby Muel going solo

Thank you for reading Eventually.

-Authornim

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