Eventually || Kim Samuel {COMPLETED}

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Few hours left until the livestream! I AM SO FURIOUS BECAUSE MNET FREAKING BANNED PHILIPPINES IN WATCHING THE SHOW LIKE WTH HELL MNET . I REALLY HOPE THAT I CAN WATCH LATER I AM SO UNHAPPY RIGHT NOW BECAUSE OF IT.

And oh, I am so happy for our Samuel who took a picture with his food truck . Looking as dashing as ever.

For the ones who read this, bless you.

-Authornim.

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"Should we go home?" He exclaimed waiting for me to reply.

I nodded my head at him and rode a taxi instead of walking,it was a long day today amd my mood got ruined.

"Why are you so quiet?" He tried to strike a conversation but I just shrugged my shoulders.

I was too deep in thought that I didn't notice him trying to talk to me.

What were they doing there? Was it so important that they have to talk privately?

"How was your day?" He went closer to me in confusion.

I wonder why I was nit having it today.

"Fine." I looked outside the window and then closed my eyes.

Why was I affected.

The whole car ride became silent even after we arrived at the home we share.

"I'm going to bed." I told him as I made my way to my room.

He tried to chase me and gripped my wrist tightly for me to stop and look at him.

"No, you haven't had dinner yet. You have to eat Dana." Why is he caring now?

I looked at his stern expression, was he like this with Somi too? What if they were together all this time and  now I ruined what they have.

"Okay." I mouthed weakly at him.

It wouldn't hurt if I wait until he tells me the truth right? I feel so afraid now , that everything I assumed would be true.

If they really were together, why would he say he likes me? Why would he make feel special? Why does he make me feel this way?

I was the girl who built walls so high, and he broke it with just one conversation with me.

He's that special to me.

But was I like that to him too?

I am so puzzled about everything right now. I was just happy to finally be reunited with my brother here in Korea , but I believe that I have become selfish.

I disobeyed my parents and stood for myself for the first time despite their warnings, it felt good to do so because I thought it was right.

I believed that this is what it is all about, finding my true self eventually.

But why did I become so greedy? I wanted freedom ,I wanted happiness , and I wanted to be loved.

Was that too much?

Why is it that everytime I look at his face, I remember how he talked to Jeon Somi.

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I had to cut it here, I don't know why I was crying .

-Authornim