Eventually || Kim Samuel {COMPLETED}

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"I'll get off here Ahjusshi!" I dragged my luggage to the back of the building and dialed my brother's number.

{Hello, oppa?} I was panting, my things were quiet heavy and I actually can't believe I brought them all through here.

{Dana-yah! Where are you? Did you board the plane now?} my brother was crying.

I don't know if they were tears of joy or not.

{Ani, I'm right outside the back of the building.Please see me.} the wind was pretty cold and I was wearing thin clothing.

It was a bad decision to do so.

{WHAT?YOU ARE OUTSIDE?OKAY I'LL SEE YOU, ALRIGHT?WAIT THERE!} I can hear him shuffling so quickly. 

The line went dead and I knew that he was running towards here.

I shivered from the cold and waited for my brother to come soon.

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Author's Note: This is all for you guys 

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Samuel's Point of View

I laid my back on the wall of the waiting room.

It was all  done, 2 months had passed by and the final 11 was chosen.

I looked at my friend's faces, they looked very happy.

I should also be glad for them, we worked for this together.

However, I got eliminated.

I felt numb, not knowing what to feel. If only Dana was here.

My confidence was a bit lessened when she left. Why did I not realize that I had hurt her when I talked to Somi sunbaenim?

I couldn't forget how she looked at me after signing those papers. She even smiled at me even though I knew she got hurt.

I was such a fool to concentrate too much on my performance that I forgot about how she felt.That was why I tried to make it up to her when I had the chance to, but she felt so distant to me then.

I never saw her in the crowd, she never came. Well, I made a wrong move after all.

"Samuel-ah, are you okay?" Daniel hyung sat down beside me and pat my back.

I gave him a reassuring smile as they congratulate other trainees again.

"Samuel, I know I should have told you this."  Daehwi approached me nervously.

What was going on?

"Wae?"  not being in the top 11 haven't sink in that much yet.

Somehow, a part of me was jealous looking at my friend Daehwi making it through.

"You see, Dana had left for another country tonight. I-" he fidgeted with his fingers and was unable to look at me.

She........ left?

Everything seemed to stop. She left to another country ?Why?  Did she hate me that much?

My heart broke into billions of pieces, everything happened at the same time and I can't take all of it.

Why now?

"She left?" the devastating sound in my voice was so visible.

It broke my heart so much. That must have been why she was not here.

"Yes, she did."  he sounded so lonely too, she was his brother after all.

"I'm so sorry for not telling you but she told me not to." he lowered his head once more and cried.

He misses her too.

"It's okay, she has her reason." I excused myself from the cheerful crowd and cried my heart out in the bathroom.

It hurts.

"Samuel-ah! Where are you?!" I hear Daehwi's frantic voice outside the bathroom stall.

He sounded so desperate.

I wiped my tears away as much as I could to not let him notice that I cried.

"Samuel! Are you there?" he raggedly knocked on the door as I opened it.

"What's wrong?" he was panicking.

"SHE'S HERE. DANA IS HERE. SHE CAME BACK." 

His words were like a melody to my ears. Did she really come back?

Lee Dana , I hope that you really did.

I want to tell you everything. 

Let me explain to you, I just wanted to win your heart. I had no intention of hurting you.

Somi sunbaenim and I are not what you think we are.

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Comments anyone? 

-Authornim