Thorns. A Soukoku Au.

Back together

"Am I right? Dazai?"

Certain words echoed in the brunette's mind. He watched as His former partner slowly walks towards him. Every step the redhead takes, His breaths became faster like the beat of his heart. He looks at the smaller one's eyes. It is telling a story.

The story of the double black.

The story of two men who did everything and is most feared.

The times when the two of them are friends indeed.

The times when they still live fun and freely.

The times when the word 'friend' still breaks their heart.

The story of the two men who were destinied to meet.

Perfect friends. Perfect enemies. Perfect Lovers. Perfect for each other.

The story of how the two of them sees the beautifulness and the wrath between each other.

The reasons why they are still breathing.

They were not just friends. They never were.

They are not lovers. They never are.

They are just one thing and that one thing is that....

They are soulmates.

Ever since birth, they are made for each other. This story is already written in a book, millinials past ago.

Such deep explainations but a very light understanding.

Chuuya can't forget. Chuuya won't. Chuuya saw Dazai as his light on the darkest times.

Dazai saw Chuuya as his darkness. The only one who knew the real him.

A single petal of the blossoms fall between them. Staring at each other, teary eyes made its way to look at theirselves. They are both a sobbing mess already.

As Chuuya fell down, being limp of all these things, Dazai managed to go to him in time and catch him.

Sobbing, he held for Dazai like he was his life.

Which is true.

He cried and cried as Dazai pet his head, calming him down and kissing his forehead. He is saying words that releases Chuuya's anxiety to all of this.

They stayed in awe silence as their tears slowly pass away. Dazai is craddling Chuuya in his arms and fell asleep.

He took the small and petite body and carried it home. He slid in his bed with the chibi and they fell asleep.

Crying really makes you wear out, right? It is like a sign that you really did something and you need to rest.

Dazai never really thought that this day will end up like this. He is really just thinking on asking out Chuuya for a drink.

He looked at the ceiling and saw total darkness. He is never expecting this but at least now, he got the love of his life in his arms.

"Chuuya, I love you."

The words that started it all for it came from Dazai. Chuuya's response?

"God damn it Dazai"

And thus, the story will have an ending but it will always look back from the start.