"Cruel."
Tuesdai
I rushed to pack the things that I bought with me to his house. I had i,t and there was no way that I could deal with Rah, especially if he still had Trinity on his ass. I love Rah, but I won't come second place to her, I'm not gonna compete with Trinity.
I traveled back and forth from closet to bed and back packing up the things I left out. I could hear the door close and footsteps jogging up the steps. I knew he was here, I could feel an eerie feeling in my stomach, making it churn from the bad nerves I was now getting.
"Tuesdai."
I looked at him briefly before returning to what I was doing. "Rahmell."
"You really wanna leave without hearing me out first?"
"Is what she said the truth?"
He said nothing as I packed my clothes. I smirked and turned to him. "You can't even say no Rahmell."
"What you want me to say to you Tues? That I ws happy? I wasn't happy after he died and you weren't either, so don't act like you were. Yes, I loved you, I still love you, but I wasn't happy, It felt like I wasn't even in a relationship anymore. It was like you just wanted to avoid me anytime you could, so yes, I fucked her. I admit it, yes, I told her those things, but it wasn't to embarrass you, I guess I just needed to vent. But that shit you saw back there, that was nothin'. I wouldn't do you like that again Tues. I love you too much to put you through that shit again baby."
I laughed before sitting the folded shirt in the suitcase and looking at him. "You could've fuckin told me! Tell me how you felt! Tell me that you thought I wasn't paying you much attention! Tell me that you were hurting! No! You went about it all wrong Rahmell, you fucked my cousin! My own blood! You never thought about me when you were deep inside of the bitch! Not once! You never thought about your woman and how she was hurting just a bad as you! Yes, I did some stuff that I will take full responsibility for. I should've told you how I felt instead of keeping it locked away, but I deserved to to never be hurt! I deserved the truth and you hid everything from me!" I yelled at him
"You weren't the only one that felt lost Rahmell! I was lost just as well and instead of you baring with me for just a little while, you fell into temptation. We both know that Trinity is somewhat obsessed with you and won't back down, so why am I even bothering?" I asked with a hand on my hip. He leaned on the doorway and rubbed his waves. "I don't know Tues." He sighed.
"Exactly, you don't know!" I laid the suitcase and tote bag on the floor taking out a pair of sleeping shorts and a tank top. "And I don't know why I'm sticking by your side even though I want to kill you and her." He looked at me wide eyed as I changed in front of him. He smiled a bit. "You not leavin'?" I sighed and pulled the tank top over my head and putting my hair into a messy bun. "I was, but I just realized something." I walked over to the bed and climbed in, snuggling under the covers. He pulled off his clothes, leaving him in only a pair of Nike elite socks and some basketball shorts. He pressed me against his chest facing him. "What was that?"
"That I'm crazily in love with you, and I can't live without you even if I tried to. Even if you pissed me off for everyone to see, I'd still love you. It's like I'm addicted to you or somethin'. He smiled before pecking my lips. We broke the kiss as he rubbed his thumb across my bottom lip.
"I love you so much more than that. I'm sorry. I put you through so much and I just want to make it up to you." I wrapped my short arms around his neck smelling his scent. "We got five days left. You got all the time in the world baby." He kissed my forehead before wrapping his arms around me.
"Tues, I never loved her."
"That's something I already knew baby."
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ChickLitTuesdai Morgan. Some people call her a fat gold digger, but she looks at it in a different light. "If ya man wants a good time, and he's paying for it, then you must not be doing ya job, step ya cookies up." Was her day-to- day quote. That was until...
