Miseducated (Short Story.)

Chapter 12.

"I wish you could come home today." -SZA

Tuesdai

 

"Repeat yourself for me?" He asked coming closer to me. I backed up until my back was facing the wall and his chest was close to mine. "I was thinking about adoption." I mumbled. He chuckled and backed away. "Lemme back up before I do some shit imma regret. What the fuck you mean you giving up my seed for adoption? Are you fuckin' mad?!" He yelled at me. I turned my head to the side as he yelled. "I'm just not ready Rah." 

"Tuesdai, you ain't giving up my baby. That shit is dead and you know it!" He yelled. "What the fuck you got to fear? Huh!" "A lot!" I yelled. "I'm scared okay? I'm scared." I looked down at my fingers. "Why?" He lifted my chin up so that I could look into those hazel orbs. "Why you scared babe?" "What if this baby comes out like Quan? What if it doesn't make it? I don't think I could deal with that again." He sighed. "Baby listen to me." I looked up again. "What happened is not gonna happen to this baby, life happens and God wouldn't have gave us a second chance to have another child if he knew we couldn't handle it."

"Stop being negative and embrace this because this baby is our second chance and it's gonna be healthy and strong." He wiped the fresh tears that somehow fell from my eyes and kissed my cheeks. "I love you Tues, and I'm glad that we got this opportunity to have another child, but I won't stick around while you stress yourself over nothing. So get ya shit together man. I got some out of town business to take care of."

I looked at him wide eyed. "No! Where are you going? I need you right now." I cried. He held me in his arms as I sobbed silently. "I'm going back to Cali for a week and then I'll be back." "A week?" He nodded his head as I buried my head in his chest. "Just a week. You think you can be strong for a week babe?" I looked  at him and nodded my head. "Well, I leave tomorrow, so let me make that body feel good before I go." He smirked. I rolled my eyes. "Whatever."

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"Stacy, this is way too tight." I whined. We were shopping for some dinner she was planning. I honestly didn't want to go, Rahmell still hadn't come home and I was slowly getting into the baby fever. Every time we passed a baby store I had to go in and look through racks of stuff. Once in a while the negative part of my conscience would tell me to put that down and not embrace this baby, but I ignored it and soon, that nagging voice was out of my mind. 

"No it's not bitch, plus you can show off that little baby bump." She said causing me to smile down at it. "Whose gonna be at this little shin ding anyway?" She put her finger under her chin, thinking. "Well, just some colleagues from the office and Todd." I smiled at the name Todd, he's our gay best friend that just recently moved back to New York. I hadn't gotten to see him since he was getting his condo together, but we talk literally everyday, all day. To be honest me and him are closer than Stacy and I could ever be. 

"Yass!" I yelled out causing some people to snap their heads in my direction. I shrugged and slipped out of the royal blue Alexander McQueen body con dress. It had a deep U shape in the back and the sleeves were long. "You want this one or nah." "Yeah, it'll do." She rolled her eyes at my answer. We checked out and got something to eat, for some odd reason, I was craving cupcakes and sex. Lots of sex. It was crazy! This was the same way I was with Quan. I shook my head at my thoughts as I laughed aloud. 

"What you laughing about crazy?" Stacy asked stuffing her face with a cupcake. "Sex." She burst out laughing. "You need some of Rahmell to fill the void, cause I can't help you with that one." I rolled my eyes. "You ain't even my type of bitch anyway." I laughed. "Don't do me boo boo. I'm everyone's type, I'll even take a broke niggas bitch." She quoted. "Alright Breezy." "Free my nigga Chris!" She yelled. I laughed. "Stupid ass."  I smiled. 

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"Damn babe, you look sexy as hell." Rah complimented. I was on FaceTime with him as I got dressed. I smiled at him. "Look at the little bump." He pointed. I looked down at my bare stomach. I rubbed it and smiled a bit. "Yup. It's cute." He chuckled at my wording as I slid the dress on. "Your ass lookin' fat as hell in that dress ma." I hid my face as I blushed. "Stop!" I whined when he began stroking his self. "Strip for me real quick." "Baby, we gotta make this quick or I'll be late." I whined as I slowly stripped out of the dress and out of my undergarments. "A couple of minutes won't hurt." He groaned. 

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"You're late." Stacy said. I rolled my eyes and walked past her. "You was on FaceTime with Rah again weren't you?" I giggled a little. "Nasty asses." She chuckled. She held my hand as we walked into her dining room. We barely got to eat in here unless it was some big occasion. Stace was a lawyer at this big law firm in Manhattan, so she could afford to have rooms she never step foot in. I on the other hand wasn't balling on a budget or nothing like that, but I just knew I didn't need the big mansion or the long marble floor halls. I liked cozy comfort and my two bedroom condo was perfect for me. 

We stepped into the room where unfamiliar faces chatted and sipped wine. I felt uncomfortable as she left me to converse with someone for a bit. I leaned on the door frame away from everyone texting Todd. He was late as usual so I was here by my damn self. "You look beautiful baby." Someone whispered on the back of my neck. I gasped as the person covered my mouth and pulled me  out of the room. "What the hell!" I whispered- yelled when I saw the person. Frank. He smiled faintly and tried kissing me. 

"Stop!" I said sternly. He looked taken back and then rested his hands on my now wider hips. "Damn, you getting thick baby." He said trying to kiss me. I pushed him away. "Frank, please let me go. I already told you where we stand." "Oh, is it cause of that wack nigga and his baby?" I paused for a bit. "How'd you know that?" He chuckled. "Baby, I know everything. Plus, that dress shows little to no imagination on the baby bump you sportin'." 

"What do you want with me? I already told  you we coudln't do this." "And I told you, I call the shots." Don't make me make a call to that little boyfriend of yours baby." I pushed him away from me. "Are you threatening my man?" "Call it what you want, but I expect to see you laying in my hotel room, naked tomorrow night or I'll have to take care of Mr. Rahmell Timothy Carter." He handed me a key and then leaned in to kiss my temple. I rubbed the kiss off like a childish little girl who had caught the cooties for the first time. 

"Fuck you."

"Oh, I won't have to worry about that for too long now will I babe?" He laughed and then walked off. 

What did I get myself into? 

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