Niall's POV:
After Lexie walked out of the flat I wanted to slap myself. I got busted. Damn it! I should have been honest with her. For god's sakes she's my girlfriend! I am ashamed of myself. I made a promise to her and never lie or take drugs ever again. And I broke the promise. I'm such a fuck up.
How the hell could I mess this up? She was the one that pulled me out of the dark, out of the misery. She was here in a way no one else has ever been for me. She's my angel. She's my everything. But I had to fuck it up.
I snapped out of my thoughts and grabbed my car keys. My head was spinning but I was only focused on one thing: Lexie. How could I be so stupid. She deserves so much more than a junkie. I walked out of the building and over to my car. I got inside quickly and started the engine. Before I started driving, I looked over at the drivers seat where Lexie always sits. She would sit there reading a book, Talking about some random shit that I would pretend to listen to or she would sleep with her mouth wide open.
There was still a small faint of her smell even though she haven't been sitting in my car for a while. The faint smell of vanilla. The smell was still here, lingering in my car. And I intend it to always be here along with her. So I started driving to the only place I knew she would head:
Liam and Danielle's house.
Lexie's POV:
I just walked right into Liam and Danielle's house. I always did it. They didn't mind though. Danielle shuffled into the hall with a frown her face. I bet she heard the door. Her eyes softened when she saw me standing there.
"What's up honey?" She asked as she pulled me in for a hug. I closed my eyes as she squeezed me. And then it happened. My bottom lip started trembling and that's when I knew I was about to cry. All these things had build itself up inside and I was ready to burst. The tears came like a rainy day and I sobbed on Danielle's shoulder, making her sweater wet.
"What's wrong?" She asked when she could get a clear view of my face.
"Niall lied. Where he have been these last says, what he's been doing. Drugs Dani. Drugs again." I managed to choke out before sobbing some more. Danielle kept quiet. Then Liam walked into the kitchen wearing a frown as well. Danielle gave him a look and he nodded. What? I pulled away from Danielle's embrace and looked suspicious at them. They knew?
"You knew?" I croaked. They kept quiet and tried to avoid my gaze. Their face looks said it all. I was just about to say something when Niall came bursting inside the house, out of breath. He was about to open his mouth but I quickly shut him up by interrupting.
"You guys fucking knew?!" I spat out, trying my very best to not yell or scream. "And you didn't say anything?"
"It's my fault Lex. I told them to keep quiet." Niall mumbled. I shot him a dirty look and he took a step back.
"Don't you dare call me Lex. And hell yeah it's your fault." I spat in his direction before I turned to Danielle and Liam. "I can't believe you two. Especially you Liam, who is supposed to be my brother." Before I could say another word I heart a tiny little voice.
"Are you okay, LeLe?" I saw Alison running over to me and I picked her up. I stroke her hair before answering.
"Yeah sweetie. Go back to bed." She wrapped her tiny arms around my neck.
"But I heard yelling. And you crying." She said worried and I shot Liam a look.
"We were just playing a game. And I am a really bad loser." I said which made her giggle.
"Can you tuck me in?" She asked and I mumbled a yes. I walked with her into her pink bedroom and laid her down in her bed and tucked her in. "I love you, Auntie LeLe." She mumbled before small snores escaped her mouth. "Yeah, I love you too little girl." I whispered before planting a soft kiss on her forehead. I walked back into the hall where the others still stood.
"She's asleep now." I said to Dani and she nodded her head. I was about to walk out the door before turning towards them. They all waited for me to say something. I just sighed before walking out to my car. I could see them all stand in the door way. And then I drove away with new tears forming in my eyes.
I parked my car outside the Premier Inn hotel by County Hall. I grabbed my bags and locked the car behind me. When I walked into the hotel lobby, I felt like a ghost. My make up was probably smeared down my cheeks and my eyes were puffy and numb. I looked up at the clock on the wall and it was already midnight. I yawned as I walked up to one of the front desks. The theme in the hotel was purple and I could already tell that this was a great hotel.
"Hey" I managed to get out and the young man behind the desk looked up at me. My eyes widened when I saw the familiar face.
"C-Calum?" I stuttered. He flashed a smile and nodded. He was smiling until he got a full view of my face.
"Are you okay?" He asked concerned. "Yeah. Just don't tell anyone that I'm here okay? Not even Ashton and especially not Niall." I begged.
"Okay. I won't say a thing." He answered with a frown on his forehead and I mumbled a simple thank you. "So room for one?" He asked and I nodded. I finished paying and got my key card. I took the elevator to third floor and found my room. I unlocked the door, threw the bags on the floor and slumped right down on the bed, not even bothering to change into my pajamas. I fell asleep shortly after, exhausted from all the crying, yelling and all those fucking lies.
(A/N: It's finally weekend! Yes! I'm going to read Looking For Alaska by John Green soon. I've heard so much good about the book.
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