EcLexie | n.h (Sequel to LoveDrug)

Chapter 11

I heard laughter, talking and the clinking of forks and knives hitting plates when I stepped inside the house. I was a bit nervous for seeing them all again. The nervous feeling was in my stomach when I took off my shoes and my jacket. My feet paddled the way trough the kitchen and into the dining room.

When I walked inside I could see anyone having a good time. Then Louis looked up and saw me and his whole face went completely pale. Eleanor noticed him and looked the same direction as him, only to see me standing there. The talking and laughter died down and then the blonde haired boy turned around and his face fell. They all looked pretty shocked if you ask me. Before anyone had a chance to say something, came Alison running towards me.

"LeLe! You're back!" She screamed while running over to me. I bent down to her level and smiled. "How was your friends house?" She asked and I got a bit confused. Had they told her a lie and said I was visiting a friend?

"It was good." I said going along with the lie. "You know what I got you?" I asked and she shook her head. I pulled out a small bag of skittles and gave it to her. Her eyes lit up like Christmas. She had gotten the bad habit of eating skittles from me.

"Thank you!" She pulled me in for a hug and I had to steady myself so I didn't fall over. "Why don't you go play with your dolls and eat skittles so I can talk to mommy and daddy?" I asked and she nodded while giving me a kiss on the cheek and then she ran off to her room. I raised myself up from the ground and looked at them.

"Where have you been? You've almost been gone a month!" Liam yelled. I turned to him and gave him a look.

"I've been living at a hotel down by the County Hall." I said simply, trying not to explode.

"We have been so worried for you! Why haven't you answered your phone?" Danelle asked calm. If she though I was going to stay calm, she was absolutely wrong.

"You're kidding, right?" I asked them all. I could feel Niall's stare but I chose to ignore it.

"I can't believe all you guys! How could you guys to this to me? Lie about everything?!" I was the one yelling now. I took a deep breath before continuing. "And you Niall, promised that it would never happen again. You promised to stay away from drugs. You lied about where you were, while I was sitting at home waiting for you! Since you're so comfortable lying about everything, has our whole relationship been a lie?" I spat at him and he raised himself up from the chair.

"No! Of coarse not!" He yelled.

"Oh really? Then why did you lie?" I spat.

"Because you would be so mad if you found out!"

"If I found out? So you weren't supposed to say this to me at all? You know we could have handled it in a better way if you told me the truth! But you decided to lie. Again. You know what? Fuck you!" I yelled. I wasn't afraid to fight in front of the others. They needed to hear it.

"Why don't we all calm down?" Louis suggested while raising himself up form the chair. "Shut up!" I told him and he went quiet and sat down.

"You know we never meant to hurt you." Eleanor's soft voice said and I shook my head in disappointment.

"But you guys did anyway. You are supposed to be my family but I don't know anymore." I sighed, starting to get tired.

"We are your family" Perrie said. I just shook my head again. Silence hung in the air for a few seconds before I pushed myself into telling them what I needed to tell. I could feel my hands get sweaty and suddenly it felt like a thousand degrees in the room.

"I'm pregnant." I said and everyone's face fell and their mouths hang wide open.

"I'm going to be a dad?" Niall asked. I looked around all of them and they were all pretty shocked.

"I don't know. You're a junkie. " I said. That was maybe a bit unfair but it's the truth.

"We're too young to have a child. I don't know if I even want to have it. I'm scared. You're doing drugs and I can't raise a child on my own." I said quietly.

"Lexie, I promise I can change!" Niall walked over to me and I flinched when he slipped his arm around my waist.

"I don't know Niall." I sighed while taking the view of him in. Despite a bit of a hint of red in his eyes he looked good. He always did though. Feeling his embrace wanted me to give all in and kiss him and forgive him but I couldn't let it slide that easily for the sake of me and the baby I was carrying.

It was silent for a few moments and I could see Danielle wiping away some tears from the corner of her eyes. I think everyone was pretty shocked about my sudden announcement but I had to do it. I had to tell them.

"Are you going to have the baby?" Liam asked. Niall turned to him with his jaw clenched.

"Of coarse! Abortion is unaccepted!" Niall yelled and looked at me. "Are you 100% sure that you want this kid Lex?" Liam asked me ignoring Niall.

"I still think I am to young but I won't have an abortion." I mumbled.

"What about adoption?" Zayn asked and then Niall lost his shit.

"No! No one is getting an abortion or adopting." He said and turned to me. His hands cupped my face and I closed my eyes do I could feel his embrace. It had been three fucking long weeks without talking to him or touching him.

"Lex, I screwed up. I fucked up like really badly and I know that. I know that I don't deserve you and I know that you would be better off without me but you're stuck with me. No matter what you do, you will always be stuck with me. Because you're a part of me. I can'live without you and I am going to make up for what I have done to you because we are having this baby. We are having this baby." He stated.

"How do I know I can trust you? How do I know that you will quit the drugs?"

"Because I am going to prove it to you." He said.

"How?" I whispered. "How can you possibly prove that you're going to quit? To be here for me and the baby? How?" My words were hushed, my tears struggling to break free.

"I'll go to rehab." he mumbled.

(A/N: I can't wait for summer. Like the weather outside is beautiful but it's cold.

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