EcLexie | n.h (Sequel to LoveDrug)

Chapter 19

Lexie´s POV:

Two days later and I was finally allowed to leave the hospital. I was completely bored out of my mind here and I was really looking forward to coming home. Niall came into the room with a doctor by his side. The doctor was pushing a wheel chair in front of him. I rolled my eyes as I sat on the edge of the hospital bed.

"I don´t need that." I said pointing to the chair. Niall scoffed and the doctor shook his head while smiling.

"I explained it to you Lexie, that you cannot move much. So you will not walk more than you have to. So yes, you need the wheel chair." He said and I shot him a glare. Lucky for him that I was going home today.

Niall helped me up from the bed and over to the wheel chair where I carefully sat down. Then he grabbed the rest of our things before he started to wheel me down the hallway up to the front desk where Dawn was sitting and smiling bright at us.

"How are you feeling honey?" She smiled as she handed Niall the clipboard with my release papers so he could sign them and we could go home. 

"I feel good. A bit tired but good." She nodded with her smile still playing on her lips. Niall handed her the clipboard back and we said our goodbye´s before we continued on our way to Niall´s car. We finally approached the car and Niall helped me getting in the passenger seat. I was about to fasten the seat belt when Niall´s hand took over and fastened it for me. I smiled at him and he closed the door and wheeled the chair back into the hospital before he joined me in the car. He started the engine and we drove off.

*

We had finally arrived home and I was laying on the couch just lesuring out. The place was a mess and I decided to do some cleaning because it was pretty clear that Niall wouldn´t. I raised up and started waddling into the kitchen. Being pregnant was becoming hard. I loved our unborn baby but I hate being pregnant. The back pain, foot pain, the massive stomach. It was just too much but I managed. just a few months left and our baby boy or girl would be here and it would all be worth it. 

The kitchen was a mess like always and I started to put the dirty dishes into the dishwasher along with some glasses. I then cleared the kitchen counter and washed over it with a cloth. I was halfway trough cleaning the kitchen when Niall walked in. I continued to wash over the counter when he gripped one of my wrists in his large hand. I looked up at him confused and soon figured out that he was angry.

"What´s up babe?" I asked while tossing the dirty cloth in the sink.  

"You´re supposed to rest. You heard the doctor." He sighed and I rubbed my temples with my knuckles. 

"I know, but have you seen the flat? It´s not going to get clean by its self." Now it was my turn to sigh.

"I´ll do it after you´ve laid down." He said trying to get me back to the couch. He was now in my system and hitting every nerve.

"Okay, but you do realize that you can´t do everything for me right? I know that I have to relax and take it easy but you can´t do everything for me." As soon as the words left my mouth, Niall´s hand met the kitchen counter in frustration. The noise of his knuckles meeting the marble surface made me flinch and close my eyes. And when I opened them again he had left the room.

*

Twenty minutes passed before I decided to talk to Niall. He had  probably calmed down a little bit by now. After resting my forehead against the kitchen counter I left the room to head to the bedroom where I figured he was. And I was right. When I pushed the door open, he didn´t move. He was sitting on my side of the bed with his back facing me. I got up on the bed and crawled over the bed to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck while resting my chin on his shoulder. It was quiet for about five minutes until he broke the silence.

"You do realize that I could have lost you? That we could had lost our baby? I don´t do it to piss you off or to be a dick. The reason why I tell you to relax is because I love you. I nearly lost my family Lex. I don´t know what I would have done without you." His voice cracked at the end and small salty drops started to roll down his beautiful flushed cheeks.

I held him tighter and I could feel the tears building up inside of me as well. I am selfish. I am so damn selfish. How the hell could I put him trough this? 

"You´re right, Ni. You´re so so right. I am so sorry for not listening to you. I am selfish for not putting your worry first. You only want the best. Can you forgive me?" I pleaded while sobbing. The pain in my chest stung and sent a shiver trough out my body. He only wanted the best for us. I can´t even describe how much it hurts to see the person you love in pain. I would never hurt him on purpose but I nearly did because I am so stubborn.

Niall turned around and wrapped his arms around me and held me tight. I snuggled into his chest and soaked the material of his shirt with tears and mascara. He stroke my hair while I held him tightly, afraid that if I let go he would slip away.

"Of coarse I forgive you Lex. You just need to stop being so stubborn and listen to me. Okay?"

"Okay." I mumbled still gripping the beautiful blonde haired boy tight. I stopped sobbing after a while and closed my eyes.

(A/N: PEOPLE! THE 5SOS ALBUM COMES OUT IN NORWAY IN ONE AND A HALF HOUR. I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED!!

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